realised i haven been updating my blog for a very very very long time~ hahaa~ wad am i bz wif?

here's a quick summary~

for the whole of May~ preparing for exams~

1st June - my first paper~! studied like the night before really really hard~ hope that i can pass still~ =(

2nd June - worked in the morn and studied for 2nd paper but didn't study alot alot~

3rd June - had 2nd paper but donno if can make it anot~ =S

4th/5th/6th/7th/8th June - suppose to be studying very very hard but~ hahaa~ i guess no motivation and feeling abit worn out~ even went MINDS cafe with mama and papa and poh~ lol~

9th June - chui~ i think i can start preparing for next sem for this paper le~ haha~

10th June - had board games day plus violin prac for the recording of EO songs~ didn't prac much too~ =(

11th/12th/13th/14th June - worked @ PC show~ saw many nps ppl~ hahaa~ sold like 21 lappys during the 4 days~ dunno if its good or not~ hahaa~

15th/16th/17th June - had YF camp~ very GOOD~! but very shag cause as you can see i haven't been having a peaceful/quiet day since before exams~ hahaa~

18th June - went to work in the morn and afternoon went to buy ingredients but end up nearly got lost in some warehouse/office area in IMM on level 4~ its A MAZE Dere~ lol~ but God blessed me~! i found that shop i was looking for and still manage to find my way out~! =)

19th June - delivered the cupcakes which was rushing the night before and went home to sleep at 9 plus am~ lol~ SHAG~ after that made durian cake so that mum won't nag me~ went to work~ went lan~ went to pick DURIAN~! hahaa~ its like da adventure of the day! lol~! i'm lazy and tired to upload pics~ but its quite fun~ now i noe wad 2 bring when go durian hunting le~

1) TORCH LIGHT~! its pitch black in the forest lor! so scary~ =S

2) BIG STICK~! got 2 uses for it~ as a weapon in case we kena attack by dogs or snakes or even humans~ and also to poke poke the ground to see if there are any ditches or dead wells~ lol

3) INSECT REPELLENT~! i don't noe if this would end up attracting more insects~ hahaa~ by right shouldn't la~ or can get mopiko instead~ lol but i didn't get any bug bites la~ maybe too fishy smell le~ XD

4) BAGS~! or else where you gonna put the durians?

5) GLOVES~! if you are thick skinned~ its optional~ but a must for me~ haha~

6) HELMET? for those who don't believe that durian has eyes~ you guys can bring that along too~ hahaa~

think that's all i guess~

20th June (TODAY) - slpt till like 10 plus this morn~ damn damn shiok~! haven been slping for soooooooooooooooooo long~ lol~ had brunch~ did my own stuffs awhile~ met up wif jq to let him try the cake~ went for YF~ was late but took cab end up not much people there anywayz~ =,= ended quite late~ had late dinner~ now i'm... HOME~! hahaa~ i guess e next few weeks before i go redang shall be like a ME-time thing~ cause realised i haven been spending time doing things i like/love/enjoy~ haha~ missed tt ohmmmmm-ness feeling~ esp now~ that my heart feels burdened the more i need some ME-time~ sigh~

many things flowing into my mind and heart~ i dunno if i can take it~ it feels like your heart is being clutched tightly~ very hard to breathe~ and you feel like you will faint anytime those kind~ very very tired~ i dunno y~ maybe i dying~ hahaha~ XD

maybe i'll go draw something, watch something or wad before i go slp bah~ but my eyes are already half closed~ lol~ zzz