20th April - couldn't sleep last night so woke up in the midd of night and blogged~ and guess wad?! i couldn't wake up the next morn~ =,= haha~ woke up at 10am~ went to Mac to get a happy meal so that i'd feel happier~ but nah~ went to kaplan to return book~ got another book~ met bro~ went back to panjang study~ nearly got knock down by car~ lucky bro shouted me and also i felt something pulling me back abit~ so never turn prata fish~ went to work~ horrible~ many ppl~ no voice~ very horrible~ sqeaking and squealling~ =,= boss abit weird~ don't know why~ is it something i've done wrong? =( wanted to get some food but i can't eat alot~ walked home and saw many many stars!!! =D stopped for a while and stare~ saw the orion belt which jianqi will always ask~ went back home~ watched desparate housewives~ got 1 scene super suit the feeling i'm feeling now~

Susan was upset that Katherine is with Mike who is her ex-husband~ and even more upset that her close friend Bree did not tell her despite know it~ Bree was very angry and shot her back~ saying that Susan was upset of her failed marriage with Mike and still hasn't let go despite they're divorced~ Bree told Susan that either she tells Mike her feelings or she just move on~

i ended my relationship though it was mutual just like Susan~ like her~ i still couldn't let go of things~ i still have feelings for him~ and if he were to be attached now~ i would definitely be upset just like her~ cause i have not let go of that feeling~ the day i am able to sincerely give him and his other half blessings~ would be the day i have let go i guess~ haha~

anywayz~ glad that i'm still one piece and such though without my voice~ dr told me not to talk~ so i shall not talk for the next few days and hopefully weeks bah~ haha~ maybe its better for me this way~ hope i won't turn mute~ lol~ but i wanna sing song! lol~ too bad la~ gotta wait till i get betta~ or i'll have permanent manly voice~ lol~ okie! i go watch tee bee liao~ ciaoz~!