Realised many stuffs since we've broke up~

1) I've very very very long never immense myself into playing music for a very very very long time le~ hahaa~ missed that feeling~ missed learning new instruments and trying them out~ missed anything and everything that has got to do with musiC~

2) Its after we broke up or rather just before that I got to learn how to play those kinda need to walk around and shoot games like left 4 dead, dota, CS, etc~ which I wanted to learn from you but you were saying that I need not learn to play with you~ (but I still feel couples should have like common games or else the guy will feel super deprived from gaming? haha~ I dunno~)

3) I suddenly realised there's so much things that I've been missing out and many things that I want to do but did not do for whatever reason and now these things are like shouting out to me~ "HEY! COME OVER HERE!" haha~ =,=

4) I'm feeling I don't know is it relieved or peaceful or I don't really know how to describe? Its like we never quarrel anymore~ (can't really quarrel since we're not together~ haha~) but we've like msged each other less frequently than last time and such~ maybe you prefer this kind of lifestyle? (then you should have told me earlier ma~ =,=)

Anywayz~ my conclusion is that I've been missing out alot on MUSIC (my love, that's why my title is missing you my love~ lol), FRENZ (their outings and such), EXPLORATION (I just can't sit still~ lol), SELF-REALIZATION (lost myself and became like you after being too long tgt! XD jkjk), blah blah la~

Though I still missed you and so~ but I've already packed my luggage and moved on~ hope you have moved on smoothly too~ I will still love you~ but no longer as a partner~ as a good good good friend~ =)

okiE~! gotta go meet my wife and daugther le~! shall blog like how I used to wif LOADS of pictures describing my week~ hahaa~

*If the gifts from God weren't used~ its as good as these gifts didn't exist~
I shall use it again~ no longer for myself~ but for God~ =)