Finally I've faced the truth... what truth? we've already broke up...
though it has only been 3 weeks since we broke up~ but the 3 weeks were a roller coaster ride for me~
tried to make myself busy with all the activities and etc~ spent alot of money (spending therapy?)~ getting emo on and off~ blah blah blah~
but noW?
I guessed I pretty much fine~ =)
why?
I don't know~ maybe God has been holding my heart to not let it fall apart~ gave me wonderful friends to help me through this period of time~ let me know that even if everyone hates me or is against me He's always there with me and for me~ =)
I've accepted the fact that we've broke up but at least we're not broken~ Now I'm tidying up my feelings, my table, my stuffs, and etc and start to move on from here~ though the road ahead will be tough~ but I'm sure I can do it! =D