its been a long time since i last blog...

now that i post this entry...

its bad bad news...

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I FAILED my paperS~!!! BOTH~!!! *arGh~!* sigHz~

in short~ i've only completed level one after studying for 1 year and passed 1 paper only and failed 3 papers~ =,=

such a failure manz~

feeling damn pek chek and lost at the same time... pek chek why I can't pass... pek chek why can't I just go get a job and skip the degree part... pek chek why I take so many papers only 1 passed... =,=

lost as in how should I go from here... have got like 11 papers to go le since i've failed this round... if i were to take 2 at a time... it'll take another 3 years... if i take 3 at a time... another 2 years... if i take 4 at a time... another 1.5 years... BUT that is provided I don't fail any this time round... sigh~ don't really know how many papers should I take this time round... 2? 3? 4? why no 5? coz max you can only take 4~ =,= lost as to how should i study~ what subjects should i re-take~ should I just get a job back again and study at the same time? should i study full time until i do finally pass but that will be wasting time?

sigh sigh sigh~

so many question marks in my head... was upset last nite after i reach home from work to find out that i've failed both papers... but got over it this morning i guess... but still... where should i go from now? what should i do? so lost~

I really pray that in time to come i'm able to get an answer or a direction where I should go~

*gloomy*