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Moving on... to... fish-outofwater.blogspot.com... =)

2009-07-21T12:20:00.002+08:00

BacK from RedanG~

2009-07-13T13:40:00.003+08:00

i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~

from redang~

its a damn beautiful beach~!

got sun burnt abit~ T.T

now peeling~

pain~! T.T

haha~ but its all worthwhile~! =)

shall blog about the whole trip when i've got all the pics bahz~ (easier)

ciaO~

s s e n m o d n a r

2009-07-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

what is it like to be God's fish?

in the story of...

5 loaves of bread and 2 fish?

in the story of...

fisherman caught lotsa fishes when they go fishing!

in the story of...

dunno liaoz cause haven read that much stories yet~ XD

just a random tot........................................................................

"once you've tasted the sweetness of a lollipop, would it be harder to let go?
or would it be easier if you had not tried that lollipop in first place?"

finding a new meaning~

2009-07-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

had a very very happy Friday night prata cum chatting @ kent ridge park~ =)

but after that night~ have been doing lots of thinking~

what is the meaning of being a Christian?

is it just all about believing in Jesus, growing in God and serving Him?

is that all to it?

is it?

or there's much more to it?

what would God want us to do?

what are the things we do that will make Him happy and proud?

serving in ministries that we are comfortable in, happy in, does it please us only or does it really pleases God?

many many other things and questions just floats~ haha~

still searching for an ans...

but can see that God has been giving me clues here and there to form my ans~

hopefully i can see the whole picture soon~ =)

zzz

2009-07-01T06:57:00.002+08:00

woke up SUPER early this morn~

like...

6AM?

zzz...

WHY?

dunno...

haha~ woke up le can't go back to sleep~ so.....................................................

liddat lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Monday blues

2009-06-29T11:33:00.006+08:00

yay~! going to redang soon le~! super super look forward to the trip man~! =D

watched the finished the drama 花样男子 online FINALLY~! nice nice show~ hahaa~ find it betta den the taiwan meteor garden~ but heard tt the jap one betta~ when free den watch bahz~ XD

liked one of the songs in the drama~ didn't know wad's the lyrics initially coz in kor but the drama had translation in chi of the meaning of the lyrics~ some parts of the lyrics are my exact sentiments

가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐 Gok Jeongbo Bogi Gaseumi Eotteoke Dwaennabwa (Something Happened To My Heart) - A & T

明知不能去
明知该停下
我的心却还是走向了你
听不见吗
不会变少吗
为什么我的爱情
总是一遍又一遍的数着回忆
这颗心一时都无法休息
明知只会成为难以承受的负担
为什么我还是无法放弃

我的心好像真的出问题了
我好像变成了为爱痴迷的傻瓜
只看着一个地方
每天只看一个地方
那个伤感的地方叫做你
好像就连泪腺也生了病
怎样也无法止住眼泪
只是一句话
只是我爱你这一句话
都无法说给我听吗

就算伸出双手就算再怎么叫你
你还是离我那么远
明知这份爱只会成为痛苦的伤痕
为什么我还是无法忘记

我的心好像真的出问题了
我好像变成了为爱痴迷的傻瓜
只看着一个地方
每天只看一个地方
那个伤感的地方叫做你
好像就连泪腺也生了病
怎样也无法止住眼泪
只是一句话
只是我爱你这一句话
都无法说给我听吗

只要你开心我就很幸福
式着用这种谎话安慰自己
只因你走向的人不是我
孤独的眼泪流了下来

我的心好像真的出问题了
是不是因为爱得太累已经疯掉了
不能拥有
也无法忘记
就这样一天一天等你
太多的思念已经泛滥成灾
实在是太爱你
只要一样
就只要你的一颗心
难道不可以分给我吗
难道我不可以爱你吗

~ReminiscencE~

2009-06-26T10:39:00.003+08:00

had a kinda busy but not so busy week~

Monday - was packing stuffs in my room for few hours consecutively but still couldn't finish~ =,=

Tuesday - met up with Ivy to do some quiet time and learnt alot of things from her as usual~ =) after which i walked to IMM to get some stuffs~

Wednesday - Went to oyster's house to play boardgames but only few people turned up but it was no doubt fun~! =D and dinner was fantastic~! had indoor grilling~ =,= which resulted in...

Thursday - SICK~! had a terribly painful sore throat~ slpt practically the whole day as wasn't feeling well~ evening went to work and slpt very early last nite too~

Friday - today~! meeting my long-time-no-see sec sch fren later to pass her stuffs, get back stuffs and catch up? At nite going for durian hunting~ but only 3 people going la~ sigh~

Saturday - tomorrow~! gotta work from 8-1pm and after that meeting naz, mic, laopo & laopo's bf~ and gonna skip some talk~ XD coz i totally totally 4got about the talk~ =,= how stm can i be~

Sunday - the day after tomorrow~! as usual~ gg church~ blah blah~ nite work~ boring~

so that's a summary of this week's "happenings" haha~ i gotta go eat med le~ feeling damn sick~ hahaa~ ciaO~

*reminiscence*
On Wed~ when we went to NTUC to get food for the mini grilling party~ saw this auntie buying like many packets of the "Old town" white coffee~ which reminded me of my first trip with my sayang to JB and when I saw this coffee and realised that its freaking nice~ it made me so happy~ =) cause I know that you love white coffee! =D its these kinda lil things that will make me happy~ I missed those times where we go round exploring new places~ I missed those times when I see/found things that you love and get very happy and excited about it~ but too bad things didn't ended the way I thought it would~ but nevertheless I still wish you well and happy always~ =)

Long time no updatE

2009-06-20T22:26:00.023+08:00

realised i haven been updating my blog for a very very very long time~ hahaa~ wad am i bz wif?

here's a quick summary~

for the whole of May~ preparing for exams~

1st June - my first paper~! studied like the night before really really hard~ hope that i can pass still~ =(

2nd June - worked in the morn and studied for 2nd paper but didn't study alot alot~

3rd June - had 2nd paper but donno if can make it anot~ =S

4th/5th/6th/7th/8th June - suppose to be studying very very hard but~ hahaa~ i guess no motivation and feeling abit worn out~ even went MINDS cafe with mama and papa and poh~ lol~

9th June - chui~ i think i can start preparing for next sem for this paper le~ haha~

10th June - had board games day plus violin prac for the recording of EO songs~ didn't prac much too~ =(

11th/12th/13th/14th June - worked @ PC show~ saw many nps ppl~ hahaa~ sold like 21 lappys during the 4 days~ dunno if its good or not~ hahaa~

15th/16th/17th June - had YF camp~ very GOOD~! but very shag cause as you can see i haven't been having a peaceful/quiet day since before exams~ hahaa~

18th June - went to work in the morn and afternoon went to buy ingredients but end up nearly got lost in some warehouse/office area in IMM on level 4~ its A MAZE Dere~ lol~ but God blessed me~! i found that shop i was looking for and still manage to find my way out~! =)

19th June - delivered the cupcakes which was rushing the night before and went home to sleep at 9 plus am~ lol~ SHAG~ after that made durian cake so that mum won't nag me~ went to work~ went lan~ went to pick DURIAN~! hahaa~ its like da adventure of the day! lol~! i'm lazy and tired to upload pics~ but its quite fun~ now i noe wad 2 bring when go durian hunting le~

1) TORCH LIGHT~! its pitch black in the forest lor! so scary~ =S

2) BIG STICK~! got 2 uses for it~ as a weapon in case we kena attack by dogs or snakes or even humans~ and also to poke poke the ground to see if there are any ditches or dead wells~ lol

3) INSECT REPELLENT~! i don't noe if this would end up attracting more insects~ hahaa~ by right shouldn't la~ or can get mopiko instead~ lol but i didn't get any bug bites la~ maybe too fishy smell le~ XD

4) BAGS~! or else where you gonna put the durians?

5) GLOVES~! if you are thick skinned~ its optional~ but a must for me~ haha~

6) HELMET? for those who don't believe that durian has eyes~ you guys can bring that along too~ hahaa~

think that's all i guess~

20th June (TODAY) - slpt till like 10 plus this morn~ damn damn shiok~! haven been slping for soooooooooooooooooo long~ lol~ had brunch~ did my own stuffs awhile~ met up wif jq to let him try the cake~ went for YF~ was late but took cab end up not much people there anywayz~ =,= ended quite late~ had late dinner~ now i'm... HOME~! hahaa~ i guess e next few weeks before i go redang shall be like a ME-time thing~ cause realised i haven been spending time doing things i like/love/enjoy~ haha~ missed tt ohmmmmm-ness feeling~ esp now~ that my heart feels burdened the more i need some ME-time~ sigh~

many things flowing into my mind and heart~ i dunno if i can take it~ it feels like your heart is being clutched tightly~ very hard to breathe~ and you feel like you will faint anytime those kind~ very very tired~ i dunno y~ maybe i dying~ hahaha~ XD

maybe i'll go draw something, watch something or wad before i go slp bah~ but my eyes are already half closed~ lol~ zzz

FISH IS DOWN~!!!

2009-05-21T09:24:00.002+08:00

thought I would have got better by now~ had sore throat~ bought med from clinic~ doc say if no fever don't need antibiotic~ BUT!!! after i ate the med~ e rest started coming~ =,= started with feeling feverish~ then abit *cough cough* here and there~ and now?

FLU!!! ARGH~!!!!

wth~ wth~ wth~ wth~ wth~

down with flu for 2 days le~ though its not super bad one neither izzit the H1N1 or whatever shit~ but at this time when i'm suppose to be damn fit and studying~ it came at the wrong time~ bad flu!

sigh~

and plus not enough rest due to sleepless nights~ flipped from 12am to 1am before i could really get some rest~ also have no idea what's going on~ *slaps brain for being overactive*~

later meeting darling for dinneR!!! yay~! =D

go mugggggggggggggggggggggggggg liaoz~ ciaO~!

tired~

2009-05-20T21:57:00.004+08:00

hmmm~ realised have been pms-ing~ got emo here and there, now and then~ having horrible sore throat again but not as bad as last time plus flu today~ =,= exams coming soon but yet i'm in a super super super bad shape~ super~

what have I been doing? studying lor~ trying very hard to squeeze so much stuff into my brain but~ nah~ having probs stuffing it in~ don't know why~ maybe my brain shrinked~

feel like using my brain to slap my heart~ to stop swaying from left to right~ haha~ if only i had gotten a voice recorder and record all my lecs~ so instead of listening to songs that make me feel~ i could make full use of the travelling time to recap on what i've studied~

on mon was feeling very emo after listening to some emo songs~ so walked a different and longer path home~ while walking was staring at the sky as usual~ looking out for stars~ and subconciously walked to this bridge that me and him used to stand there and look at stars~ i still remember that night there were LOTS of stars! damn bright! in contrast to the dark dark sky~ back then the park wasn't that bright so the stars were very very beautiful~ but on mon it was cloudy and there were no stars (if i never remember wrongly)~ would sudd think of things that he would use to say to me and start smiling to myself~ =,= *sounds like some crazy woman rite? XD* but guessed i missed those times la~ when we were together~ though he wasn't really that in love with me or maybe it wasn't even love?

this morn thought of this song which suits me super super well~

眷恋 - F.I.R.
把爱神埋在记忆中说不出口一种难过
给祝福太多不能覆盖我的痛
你要转身你要走不再多作停留

分开是谁说没什么最难的决定是放手
眼中的落寞说得都是我的错
当你笑着挥挥手你的沉默我懂

请别说爱我推我想向晴天
最温暖的天空却换了季节
在绝望的面前洒落一地心碎
就算是伤悲我不想太狼狈

请别说爱我别许下心愿
下一秒就出现你给的纪念
风吹过的思念曾有过的眷恋
哭红了双眼再让我心痛一天

分开是谁说没什么最难的决定是放手
眼中的落寞说得都是我的错当你笑着挥挥手你的沉默我懂

请别说爱我推我想向晴天
最温暖的天空却换了季节
在绝望的面前洒落一地心碎
就算是伤悲我不想太狼狈

请别说爱我别许下心愿
下一秒就出现你给的纪念
风吹过的思念曾有过的眷恋
哭红了双眼再让我心痛一天

all of a sudden~ i don't know how to be a human anymore~ i am so confused with what to say~ what not to say~ when to say what~ when not to say what~ with everything~ confusing~

i have 2 choices: 1. to be a fish and hurt everyone around me 2. to hurt myself so that everyone around me won't get hurt

is there a 3rd choice? maybe there is but i'm too dumb to think of one~ for now~ i just want to be a fish~ self fish~

gearing up for studying!

2009-05-16T10:44:00.002+08:00

13th May - woke up late as usual~ studied abit before going to work~ went to sch's library @ cuppage after work ended~ Dr dropped me somewher along bukit timah so i reached orchard earlier than expected~ hahaa~ after returning the books went to find my frenz~ who were sitting along orchard bio-ing mei mei~ lol~ went to gloria jeans coffee~ they've got promo~ $3 for small size ice blended coffees (or non-coffees too can't remember)~ chill there~ chit-chat~ went to find da jap restaurant which is cheap and good mentioned by my fren but cannot find so settled for something else~ (lazy to upload pics but will la somedayyyyyy) lol~ went back to same spot to bio mei mei juz that tis time round i'm around so not much mei mei to bio? XD went home~ zzz~

14th May - SIAN AR!!! y? coz gotta work from 11am - 9:30pm~ =,= woke up late as usual~ went to work~ had like break between 4-6pm so instead of gg home and back to work i bought my books to study!!! =D see i so guai~ =p got study abit but spent like 45 mins reading the bible and killing LOTS of brain cells~ =,= went to work~ went home~ TIRED~ but~ went online to research on da trip~ end up slping like 1230am? =,= sian~ haahaa~

15th May - went out to study with bro~ had nice dinner too! (but as usual~ lazy to upload pics but will la somedayyyyyy) lol~ studied quite abit~ but didn't hit my target~ =,= went home~ dota till like 3am this morn~ =,=

16th May - gonna study study study till i go work later~ hahaa~ hopefully can complete my targeted topics so that next week can move on to another subject which I gotta make double or triple the effort if i want to pass as its a new subject i've never taken before~ JIAYOU~! =D

15 DAYS MORE TO FIRST PAPER!!!

I have nothing~

2009-05-12T20:12:00.015+08:00

5th May - Went to CDANS to see my fren play squash~ conclusion? its a VERY VIOLENT GAME! lol~ though sitting outside the squash court but feels super dangerous~ like the ball will come whacking u~ hahaa~ after that went to eat lunch with them and initially wanted to go back to library to return book but end up~ haha~ =,=

6th May - Went to sch to return book!!! =D but late la so gotta pay fine again~ =,= hahaa~ went to study awhile before going home~ bought flowers and was thinking of how should i surprise the b-day girl who is born on 5th July? (?.?)?

7th May - NEARLY GOT PANGSEI-ED!!! =,= haha~ cause my dear sheep got sabotaged the night before and was havin a very very very horrible terrible headache and giddiness~ =( but lucky she didn't ps mi!!! =D

as usual i've wrapped her a bouquet of flower~ and this year installed some surprises for her...
tada~! donut cake!!! i super like this donut~ its mini donut not those big fat ones which makes u puke from eating too much of it~ and its VERY nice~ =D
big HEART lollipop for da b-day girl and also a necklace (forgot 2 take pic~ XD)

glad that she liked it all though its not something very WOW~ haha~ =)

8th May - went for lesson~ last lesson~ gonna miss t'cher~ but dun wanna see him again nxt sem coz i dun wanna fail! or rather I CANNOT FAIL!!! T.T hahaa~ went to work @ night~ tot they'd haf gaming session but surprisingly dun haf but played dota at home wif fren till 1am~ zzzzzzz.......

9th May - woke up SUPER early~ like 8am? coz gotta prepare cupcakes and icing for sunday sch the nxt day~ so raided my kitchen~ went to buy ingredients~ tot everything was enough but i was wrong!!! T.T my agaration fail fail fail!!! lol~ went to plaza to find the ingredient but don't haf!!! T.T went all da way up to greenridge where my workplace is~ =,= Thank God there is still ingredients there or else i'll be like sooooooooooooooooooooo dead~ hahaa~ went home to pia baking of cupcakes~ was late for YF like SUPER LATE~ hahaa~ and got lost in the forest~ =,= saw a bunch of woodpeckers looking for food on da forest floor~ SO DAMN CUTE!!! but too bad i didn't haf my digi cam wif me so didn't take pics~ =( aft YF went to this place called Tea Party along 6th Ave~ nice!!! their scones~ damn good esp with the strawberry cheese cream~ i tot it'd be gross coz strawberry + cheese + cream? can't realli imagine such a combi but it turned out WOW~ hahaa~ had german sausages too~ nice nice but forgot 2 take pics~ XD aft chit chatting went gaming~ kinda sian coz i was very very lost~ and feeling kinda helpless~ hahaa~ sigh~ reached home late again and slpt late AGAIN~ =,=

10th May - woke up SUPER EARLY again~ haha~ was late again and took cab down~ quickly put the icing on the cupcakes and tada~! they're ready for decorating liaoz~ hahaa~ took some pics of those kids decorating their cupcakes for their mama as mother's day present! =) they r soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!! XD

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice~ =D

isn't she cute??? =D she was trying to pose for the pic but~ hahaa~ i don't know what the fingers mean~ =,=

tada~! cupcake done!!! hahaa~

chiong down to jp via cab again~ =,= was late AGAIN~ =,= but lucky i reached like 5 mins before the agreed time with my parents and helped them queue for kushinbo~! so kinda redeemed myself~ XD hahaa~ had kushinbo~ toked many many crap though there's no crabs there for us to eat~ went home after that~ SUPER TIRED~ slpt in car and continued at home~ hahaa~ woke up like ard 4 plus liddat~ XD went to work after that~ boring~ hahaha~ met up with jianqi to chat but mac no wireless den gotta pia home to book badminton court~ =,= so didn't talked much la~

11th May - played badminton with yijie only~ -,- but we played friendly stroking and went to study after that~ i ate SUPER lot la~ muz b the kushinbo expanded my stomach~ gotta slowly minimise it these few days man~ lol~ went to work~ colleague was sick but was afraid that i couldn't cope so didn't went off super early despite being sick~ awwwwwww~ reached home~ did some stuffs~ slpt late again~ =,= like 12 plus? T.T

12th May - woke up 645am!!! =,= was afraid that I would be late cause starting to turn into a slow coach le~ hahaa~ and end up? I WAS THE FIRST TO REACH!!! =,= at 805am~ hahaa~ after that jianqi came and not long after another fren came~ so we started playing first lor~ realised all 3 of them (including jianqi) all so pro i sooooooooooo noob~ XD lol~

wanted to go study wif bro but tio PS-ED!!! T.T so no mood~ wan 2 watch movie but like no movies they wanna watch so went home and... ... ... ... DOTA-ED!!! XD think alot of ppl wanna smack my pigu liaoz~ hahaha~ anywayz i'm not very productive studying in the afternoon la~ so its either i slp or i do something else~ XD haha~ and now~ i'm bloggin!!!! lol~ will study after this la~ hahaa~ 19 days left to exams le~ =(

found an old old old oldie song which i find it nice~ falling head over heels over it~ esp when this girl sings it~ its like~ OMG~~~ the title of the song is "I have nothing" and the original singer is "Whitney Houston"~ damn damn damn nice~ this girl can really sing damn well despite being soooooooooooooooooooooo young~ sudd feel so old~ XD hahaa~ enjoy~! =)

I Have Nothing - Whitney Houston

Share my life, take me for what I am
'Cause I'll never change all my colours for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run away from myself, there's nowhere to hide

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you

You see through, right through the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run away from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever

Oh, don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me

Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you

sporty~!

2009-05-06T22:15:00.010+08:00

28th April - Went to library to renew books that i've borrowed~

29th April - Went to play badminton @ CCK stadium~ played 3 hrs~! =D exercise = less fatty! LOL~ went to da new yew tee point to haf lunch~ soso la~ haha~ went mc cafe to study~ their walnut cheesecake damn nicE~! =D but didn't take pic~ lol

30th April - met up with sheena for dinner~ soooooooooooooooooooo happy to see her again~! =D realised haven seen her for like 3 months? XD

mama~! =D

the sauces~

tis small dish is damn damn nice~

mama's dinneR~!

My dinneR~!

their lamps very nice~

after tt went to lan with bro they all~

1st May - LABOUR DAY!!!

bzbz day for me~ went out to sunday sch tcher outing (i'm e youngest ther =,=) and went to friend's housewarming party~ haha~ after which went to lan too? XD

2nd May - went for YF as usual and they all went to watch movie after tt~

3rd May - went to svc~ lunch~ go date wif a girl~ go work~

4th May - played badminton in the morning~ luffed till my stomach muscles ache more than my hand n leg muscles~ went lunch~ went study~ went work~ hahaa =,=

Battle against da Cockroach~! *eeek!

2009-04-28T10:45:00.004+08:00

25th April - well~ it turns out this day didn't follow the itinerary~ haha~ wanted to like get a voice recorder or what from courts coz wanna record lectures for next sem since i'll most prob get an accounting temp job or wad~ but end up getting~ a HAMSTER~! haha~ coz there's a new batch which is like 4 weeks old only so went to get it~ its name is call DOU DOU~! sex: unknown =S lol~ went to YF~ didn't visit baby~ went lan gaming instead~ went home~ lucky still got last bus for mi~ haha~

26th April - sunnnnnnnnnnnnnday~ went sunday sch~ went svc~ went lunch~ went lan! haha~ received a surprise sms from my colleague this morn saying that the clinic will be closed at nite and i need not report to work~ =,= tried playing dota but fail terribily~ haha~ went home~ very tired dunno y~ napped awhile~ ate CRAB~! my dad cooked crab~! hahaa~ soooooooo nice~! ate 1 whole crab la~ hahaha~

27th April - slpt late the nite before~ so woke up late but not super late la~ went to plaza to get some stuffs before gg to kaplan to return my books~ BUT! got ps~ haha~ bro say 2ml den go den i ok lor~ went to starbucks to study instead~ while studying got some how distracted again and took some artistic photos~ hahaa~ sudd realised i hafta go home harvest grapes so went home and watched X-men with my mum n sis~ went to work after tt and it was a peaceful night! Thank you God!!! =D met up with jq after that and he helped mi installed the games into my com~ he manage to grad from his bomb squad sergeant course! haha~ today reporting to changi camp~! XD lol

was playing games till like late night and when i was about to go to slp~ i saw a cockroach!!! it was trying to camouflage into the dark~ coz went i walked past it it didn't moved at all~ haha~ until i switched on the lights it started running off~ LOL~ i was like EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE how come got cockroach~ hahaa~ coz VERY LONG never see cockroach in my house liaoz~ couldn't find my dad's insecticide so got those chemical spray you spray on glass to make it sparkling clean de~ hahaa~ it got shocked i think and it started running all over~ was like moving all the things around so that can get the cockroach to run out into the open space so that i can PIAK it with a slipper or what~ lol~ so kept spraying the chemical onto it~ i guess it irritated the cockroach coz it stood at some place for awhile gasping for air and cleaning itself i think~ lol~ continue to persue that freaking cockroach coz i won't be able to slp knowing that a cockroach is outside running all over so i was desparately trying to kill it~ until it came out to an open space to rest~ PIAK~! i slapped it with my mum's slippers she use in the kitchen and left a note like this...

haha~ end of story!!! lol~

studying? nah~

2009-04-25T11:51:00.002+08:00

21st April - went to jurong east library to study but went to buy david archuleta's CD~ nice!!! hahaa~ haf been listening to his CD the whole of this week~ lol~ after tt went to library to burn e CD n study~ then oyster just nice need to come out to have lunch so come to library to visit me but never bring apple and oranges~ lol~ after lunch bro den came~ den his gf came~ they went to his house for dinner~ i went home~ ate tutu kui and some other stuffs~ then~ diarrhea~ =,=

22nd April - mens + diarrhea + no voice (coming back though) make me like supa supa weak and sian~ morn went to play tennis but felt very very nua~ nua nua de~ hahaa~ like~ jellyfish~ *wobbles* lol~ had lunch and initially wanted to go T21 study but Justin didn't reply my msg so went home to slp instead~ lol~ super tired! went for wine investment talk in the evening~ learn only abit nia la~ but rest is like =,= hahaha~ waste my time~ but found a new fren! =D haha~ she's frm m'sia and just started studying ACCA @ kaplan~ lol~ she said redang very very nice~! haha~ make my heart itchy nia~ lol

23rd April - DECIDED TO GO REDANG!!! haha~ if its like weekday i'm fine~ but it eats into my fri, sat, sun meaning i gotta pon work, pon YF, pon sunday sch, pon service!!! haha~ so bad! =,= tt's y initially didn't want to~ until~ i was being told how beautiful it is~ hahaha~ wanna go ther take LOTSA pics of the sea~ think its clearer there~ lol~ anywayz~ today went to work and studied wif bro a lil while before he go meet ppl for lunch~ went home to nua instead of study~ LOL~ =,=

24th April - went to sch~ to realise~ NO LESSON TODAY!!! ARGH!!! =,= how sotong can i be!?!?! lol~ i guess i live up to my nps sotong no 2 name sia~ or 3? =,= hahaa~ went home after i bought my violin mute n music theory book~ cooked lunch~ chicken stock noodle~ notch bad la~ but after tt the jap curry i cooked~ =,= haha~ guess i've lost my touch~ hahaha~ went prawn fishing and caught a few nia~ hahaa~ but quite fun la~ i FINALLY got the courage to hold the prawn~ but~ kenna kiap~! T.T so back to square one now~ hahaha~ went home after that~

25th April - TODAY!!! wad's on my itinerary? going lot 1 to see what's there at courts~ den go YF~ den go visit baby~ den ??? hahaa~ not studying today!!! XD very bad sia~ like this whole week never realli studied~ *piak on the buttock~* okie! i gotta go pom pom den go off le! ciao~! =D

lost my voice~

2009-04-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

20th April - couldn't sleep last night so woke up in the midd of night and blogged~ and guess wad?! i couldn't wake up the next morn~ =,= haha~ woke up at 10am~ went to Mac to get a happy meal so that i'd feel happier~ but nah~ went to kaplan to return book~ got another book~ met bro~ went back to panjang study~ nearly got knock down by car~ lucky bro shouted me and also i felt something pulling me back abit~ so never turn prata fish~ went to work~ horrible~ many ppl~ no voice~ very horrible~ sqeaking and squealling~ =,= boss abit weird~ don't know why~ is it something i've done wrong? =( wanted to get some food but i can't eat alot~ walked home and saw many many stars!!! =D stopped for a while and stare~ saw the orion belt which jianqi will always ask~ went back home~ watched desparate housewives~ got 1 scene super suit the feeling i'm feeling now~

Susan was upset that Katherine is with Mike who is her ex-husband~ and even more upset that her close friend Bree did not tell her despite know it~ Bree was very angry and shot her back~ saying that Susan was upset of her failed marriage with Mike and still hasn't let go despite they're divorced~ Bree told Susan that either she tells Mike her feelings or she just move on~

i ended my relationship though it was mutual just like Susan~ like her~ i still couldn't let go of things~ i still have feelings for him~ and if he were to be attached now~ i would definitely be upset just like her~ cause i have not let go of that feeling~ the day i am able to sincerely give him and his other half blessings~ would be the day i have let go i guess~ haha~

anywayz~ glad that i'm still one piece and such though without my voice~ dr told me not to talk~ so i shall not talk for the next few days and hopefully weeks bah~ haha~ maybe its better for me this way~ hope i won't turn mute~ lol~ but i wanna sing song! lol~ too bad la~ gotta wait till i get betta~ or i'll have permanent manly voice~ lol~ okie! i go watch tee bee liao~ ciaoz~!

SICK~

2009-04-19T23:41:00.003+08:00

13th April - Went to meet pandee for lunch and passed him cheesecake~ he sae its nice! hehe~ =D after that went to library to return books and borrow exam kits~ the librarian was sosososo nice! she remembered me asking for those exam kits and leave the ones i need aside! =D went to work after that and nearly died working alone~ got reprimanded again~ sian~

14th April - Went to library to study~ went to meet Serene~ went farm mart to fish spa and prawn prawns~ lol~ but we didn't stay too long cause she gotta go home early~ no luck man~ only caught like 3 prawns at the very last 15 mins~ =,=

15th April - Woke up early but was doing some stuffs~ by the time I was done and ready to leave the house it started POURING! on and off! like you switch on the lights on n off literally~ =,= so wait till the weather decide to not be so emo headed to the library~ but when I was at the LRT platform thinking through what have I forgotten~ TADA! i nearly totally forgot about meeting my laopo and nu er~ =,= lan diao lor~ so went down the platform and home waiting for time to pass and go meet them~ but not long after we met~ like 3-4 hrs later~ I went home again~ =,= coz... SICK!!! ARGH~! started having headaches and feeling uncomfortable and horrible throat~ =(

Popped 2 anarex pills and hit the sack like at 9pm?

16th April - woke up 8am~ slpt 11 hrs man! =,= tot was feeling oK! went out to meet bro to pass him some stuffs~ went to have lunch with them~ went library~ feeling not so ok~ *SNOOZE* was practically slping throughout our studying session =,= but really really feel very cui~ =,= slpy~ slpy~ slpy~ =,= decide to go home early~ went home~ popped pills again~ zzz~

17th April - LESSON!!! SIAN!!! feeling alright man! i guess~ hahaa~ went for lessons~ didn't doze off but stoned~ went home did a bit of stuff~ went to work~ no gaming session~ sian~ so met up with jianqi to chat~ realised he still knows me da best~ hahaa~ can literally predict how i tink and feel and what i would do and blah blah la~ so much for being tgt 3 years~ lol~ read me macham like open book liddat~ but thank you sosososososo much for being there~ =D

18th April - did volunteer work in the morn~ rushed home to learn cook dad's curry~ brought it down~ (but ate some before I left~) my voice starts to f................a.......d....e~ lol~ played lan at night~ went home~

19th April - had nightmare~ super super nightmare~ very scary~ scared until i cry~ =,= very bad~ woke up like 7am? =,= went back to slp like 1/2 hour later and went to sunday school~ tired~ no voice~ *dead* haha~ my voice sounds very horrible for 2 days liaoz~ sian~ can't really talk much cause ppl can't hear anywayz~ if only i have a whiteboard in my hand~ den i'll write loads on it~ hahaha~ but throat super pain~ muz b the curry~ T.T after service went for lunch~ go IMM with cs to buy some stuffs~ went to buy extra liao for family dinner~ went home and haf dinner wif family! =D *tink dad was happy~ at least for these 2 days~*

*Hey momo, miss u lots, missed u whenever watch ghost show cause u will always cover my eyes and ears~ missed u whenever there's many lightning and thunder around me cause you'll hug me and tell me there's nothing to be afraid off~ missed the many times when i dunno how to cross the road u'll hold my hand n lead me~ missed slping on your shoulders and not having any nightmares~ i don't know why~ missed many many things~ sorry for being weak~ =(

summary~

2009-04-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

7th April - went studying with bro~ nothing exciting~ haha~

8th April - went to yijie's house to go with her to airport to send her off~! had lunch with her and her sis n her sis's bf~ after that met dejun @ bugis to shop~ went for tennis with vincent after that~ bz day~!

9th April - went studying with bro~ nothing exciting~ haha~ went to service after that~ nothing exciting~ went to watch "Knowing" with YF ppl~ COOL~ haha~ the beginning of the show was like so breathe-taking~ until the Alien opened his mouth (full of bad breathe) and killed the whole show~ =,= haha~ reached home super late like 2am? zzz~

10th April - Good Friday but still got lessons! T.T boo hoo~ after that met bro n gang @ a korean restaurant but they already finished their dinner liaozzz so joined for ISCREAM~! =D notch bad but not the best i've tasted~ XD went gaming after that~ had fun~! coz played L4D n Dota~!

11th April - woke up supa early~! went to St Luke as usual~ rushed home to make eggies for easter sunday~ rushed to YF~ went for dinner n gaming~ but not so fun la coz play CS~ =,=

12th April (TODAY)!!! - went for service early morn was running late again cause couldn't wake up~ haha~ went for sunday school~ fun fun~ the kids damn damn cute~ super like them~! haha~ then eng service~ n lunch n home till work time~ but got abit emo since yest n was tinkin of many things~ had developed a new theory~! haha~ its not for the EMO ppl cause its gonna make u more emo~ so muz put disclaimer~ XD

THIS IS A DISCLAIMER! People in the midst of EMO-ness or DO NOT WISH TO BE EMO please DO NOT scroll further down or any EMO-ness caused would not be compensated in any way! haha~

ok... I shall begin...

HOW did I develop this theory?

was walking towards bukit timah plaza with a few friends... 1 couple and another guy... initially we were ahead of the couple but the guy was so fast that I was left behind and the couple was left even more behind... but the guy stopped and I didn't wait so I became ahead until I sudd realised he was too behind so stopped... after that the couple caught up and we continued walking from the same starting point but the couple ahead and the guy behind... I was following at the back but at a different pace... at a pace I was feeling at that time... and in no time I was left behind a distance away from them... then they slowed down abit at the gate and I caught up (can't remember did I run up to catch up their pace)... and we all went into da building safe! XD *that's not the main point la~*

WHAT'S the theory?

A relationship is like finding someone who walks the same pace as u... side by side with you...

but in order to do that both parties would have to give and take...

sometimes the boy will have to slower his pace for the girl and vice versa...

when the guy/gal walks too fast ahead without looking back... the other party would be left far behind... this happens as the guy/gal did not observe the other party's pace and so walked at his/her own pace...

when the guy/gal turns behind and realised that the other party is far far behind... that's when they would stop a while to turn back and ask the other party to hurry up to catch up without giving much thoughts how the person being left behind would have already felt...

and when the other party catches up that's when they start walking side by side for a while...

but if the guy/gal continues to follow his own pace... the same thing would happen again if both of them do not observe each other's pace... the other party which was left behind previously would be left behind again... OR the other party would try super hard to fasten his/her pace so that can be as fast as the guy/gal... which ends up they would both be apart again...

After many attempts of trying to walk at the same pace and side by side... after asking the other party to catch up or trying to catch up the other party... made both people weary...

month by month... year by year... until eventually both of them are tired... they no longer want to ask the other party to catch up or try to catch up so that they would be in synchronization anymore... they are very tired... physically... emotionally... totally... heartbroken...

they decide to part their ways... so that they can walk at their own pace comfortably... slow down as and when they want... walk faster when they feel like walking faster... but not sychronizing with any other people around...

occasionally... they will meet some people who walks with them at their pace... one... two... a whole group... but soon these people will be gone... they just happen to be walking at that pace but will change their pace soon after as they are looking for the pace that they want to walk in...

Hopefully one faithful day... they will be able to meet someone... someone special... who observes their every pace and they too observe the other party's pace... they both come into synchronization without having to go through too much tiresome chasing... they both walked hand in hand... side by side... at the same pace as their hearts beat together as one... towards the same direction smiling at one another... =)

HUH?! Don't get it?!

haha~ its ok if you don't really understand~ there's more than what's written here about walking paces~

why?

cause I've been observing paces of other classifications of people~ like friends~ family~ blah blah~ still trying to derive more theory~ maybe can write a book called pace? LOL~

*THE ABOVE WRITTEN CONTENT BELONGS SOLELY TO ME SO ANY ADAPTATION OR ILLUSTRATIONS OR SIMILAR THINGS WHICH IS COPED FROM HERE HAS TO GIVE CREDITS HERE AND SEEK APPROVAL FROM ME! PATENT NO: 0903793*

*I am beginning to understand why God was so cruel... why did He do this to me... the puzzles I'm gathering now is giving me bit by bit of the big picture God was trying to let me see... I finally understand why we parted ways... although the pain tears my heart apart... but I believe it pains Him to see the pain that I/We are going through... I pray for you in my heart... that you will be able to find peace in your heart and the love of another girl who can walk side by side with you...*

bz bz wk end

2009-04-06T23:36:00.003+08:00

4th April - Went for flag day early early morn~ zzz~ so tireD~ but tried 2 put my smile n such~ =D hahaa~ tireD~ bumped into Barney while selling da flags~ talked abit~ found out that he's flying to Aus to study toooooooooo~ @ ANU~ argh!!! everybody's like flying off to study!!! haha~ so envy~ =( went home~ baked cookie~ rushed 2 YF~ had loadsa fun playing taboooooo~ went dinner @ bukit timah shopping centre with everyone~ after which played LAN! hahaha~ till like 12 plus~ went home~ SHAG~ hahaha~

5th April - Had lil slp and woke up early to go sunday sch (i'm not da student nor tcher just helping out nia~ haha) one of da kids started lookin for mummy again den gotta pian xiao hai again~ haha~ XD but tt boy darn cute la~ lol~ after everyone starts to follow the teacher sing he will like go over and join~ once everyone starts to become quiet again he'll start finding for mummy~ gotta like keep him busy~ haha~ went for english svc~ interesting topic they have~ but was super tired that i've dozed off during some parts~ lol~ went play LAN again! >.< took cab 2 work coz was late~ bzbz @ work~ patients come in non-stop~ went home~ zZzZzZz~ SUPER TIRED AR~! haha~

6th April - Woke up late like 9 plus? haha~ had super good slp and super enuf slp~ super SHIOK AR~! went to kaplan wanted to borrow exam kits but it'll only be in nxt wk? so gotta try my luck as there is only 2 books~ =,= walked to far east shopping centre to repair my psp as i've screwed it but luckily there was no charges~ but was super tempted 2 buy wiiiiiii coz its only 299 now!!! weeeeee~! =D walked to far east plaza to take 105 to JE~ SUPER LONG RIDE~ so slpt on the bus~ so SHIOK! lol~ met bro and had lunch~ went to study~ but didn't study much coz ended up chatting and went off early cause i've gotta work~ haha~ XD so tomorrow shall go there even earlier to chop seats and hopefully study! XD haha~ worked till super late today~ zzz~ cause there's this patient who came in super late to have medical check up and it takes super long to have a full body check up~ =,= missed half of my desperate housewives~ hahaa~ tada~! end of day! lol~ shall sleep after watching america's next top model and go zzz liaoz~ =D

no pics coz kp 4getting 2 take pics~ haha~ XD shall take more pics n upload!!! okie~ e show's finishing soon~! taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Bye Hammy~ ='(

2009-04-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

1st April - Its a bad bad start of the day for me~ i had to see hammy die right in front of my very eyes~ its very cruel~ cruel to her and to me too~ cried while she was about to leave and said a lil prayer so that she need not struggle like that for too long~ After that went to JE library to study with Yijie again~ though I'm very very sad~ felt very heartbroken~ even the thought of it now still bring tears into my eyes~ but life still have to go on~

If I were to msg ppl saying that my hamster died most ppl would tink that i'm jokin as it is April's fool day~ haha~ wad an irony~

After lessons went to IMM to find shoes as my shoes are in quite bad shape and its time to get new ones~ but couldn't find any~ couldn't get the duckies too so ended up with empty hands~ =( had lessons and learnt alot and went home with godma~ haha~

2nd April - meet up with my frenz for lunch ended up kena pangsei by 1 cause last min got mtg~ =( and cooked duckie today~! =D but not super nice la~ just edible nia~ lol~ after that passed godma duckie, went to fren'z home to pass some arty farty stuff~ bumped into my sec sch fren who doesn't recognise me~ went home~ watch drama till late nite like 2 plus~ slpppppp~ haha~

3rd April - super no mood to study after talking to bro~ no motivation~ very emo~ watched too much drama~ hahaa~ ran off 1/2 way during lessons~ LOL~ XD went to watch "COMING SOON" with my fren~ coz another bunch of frenz discussed the movie's content so kinda know who's the ghost but still got scared like shit by the stupid sound effects and people around me screaming~ haha~ last time had jianqi to like cover my ears and eyes in case its too scary for me since he's so brave~ hahaha~ XD but now~ nah~ tink i'm spoiled liaoz~ used to him sheltering me~ haha~ sigh~ went to eat tou hua after that~ go home~

now at home~ no gaming session dunno y~ going to bake cookies soon~ wanna puke blood cause colleague sudd sae i had 2 work on fri nites coz she has 4gotten totally wad i've told her previously but shall remind her again when i see her nxt nxt fri~ feeling slpy~ emo~ cranky? emo~ emo~ emo~ lol~

2ml? got long long day ahead~ day after 2ml? got long long day + work @ nite~ zzz~

*1 mth after a heartbreak comes another~ what's next? more heartbreaks to come?*

Studyyyyyyyyyy

2009-04-01T08:34:00.004+08:00

31st Mar - Study daEEE~!

Went studying wif Yijie~ notch bad~ got a lil progress~ though we're abit late~ ha~ a picture of her giving full concentration as shown below~~~

After that went Ikea to get stuffs for the JYFers who are going YF e door gifts~ but not the pic as shown below~ this is just a curtain which i happen to see and looks nice? haha~

Saw this nice so far with super nice cushions so decided 2 take a pic of it~ XD

After finished walking around the 2nd storey went for dinner~ I ordered abit too much~ XD

Realised hadn't got much time so grab da stuffs that I'm here to buy and ran off to anchopoint to get my dad's candles and walked around and bought a CD by Lisa Ono and went home after that~ as Ikea encourages people not to use plastic bags~ I stuffed...

10 mugs, 1 vase, 2 shrimp paste, 1 CD, 4 packs of candles along with my txtbook, notes, pencil case, wallet, handphone, umbrella, ipod, diary, bible, etc~ haha~ i was so amazed by the stuffs that can be stuffed in there~ but super heavy la~ =,= luckily i didn't fall off the escalator or wad~

gotta go pom pom den go meet yijie n yuhang 2 study le~ shall update again! =D

2009-03-30T22:57:00.008+08:00

29th Mar- Had pepperlunch @ its restaurant for the 1st time! =D
didn't really know how to go about eating it~ so my fren helped me mixed~ need to flip the meat over or else only one side will be cooked~ lol after that quickly put in the sauces~ if you can't take spicy stuffs~ DON'T put pepper~! haha~ cause the rice itself already has pepper~ lol~

went with a few of them to ikea and realised i've missed the place very very much~ T.T after which i headed towards bukit timah shopping centre to play LAN~! XD

30th Mar- Dating laopo and meeting lyn to cut hair! XD

had breakkie wif my laopo~ talked quite abit after sosososo long~ watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic"~ DARN FARNY~! hahaa~ The show is goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood~! XD

went SHOPPING~! but window only la~ hahaa~ after watching that show~ it really makes you feel abit like shopping after watching that show man! XD saw these 2 tops @ Esprit~

Jacket - $79.90

Dress - $99.90! =,=

My laopo says that these clothes are very MEEEE =,= she said I should try something else~ lol maybe after I've got job n $$$? LOL i'll try new styles of clothes then~ lol

had lunch @ new york new york but forgot 2 take pics! XD had smoked salmon sandwich with buffalo wings and ate sheep's apple crepe~ haha~ the sandwich is nice~ wings nice~ crepe... no comments... XD

rushed down to cut hair after lunch and taDA~! new hairstyle!!! XD

Though looks like more or less the same~ but cuteR? dunno~ XD hha~ so bhb~ hahaa~ went work after tt~ so tireD~~~ ZZZZZ~ had headache n bought pills to pop~ *fainTz*

gtg~! 2ml's another bzbzbz day~! =D

*i'll take care of fish~*

Missing you my love~

2009-03-30T08:46:00.002+08:00

Realised many stuffs since we've broke up~

1) I've very very very long never immense myself into playing music for a very very very long time le~ hahaa~ missed that feeling~ missed learning new instruments and trying them out~ missed anything and everything that has got to do with musiC~

2) Its after we broke up or rather just before that I got to learn how to play those kinda need to walk around and shoot games like left 4 dead, dota, CS, etc~ which I wanted to learn from you but you were saying that I need not learn to play with you~ (but I still feel couples should have like common games or else the guy will feel super deprived from gaming? haha~ I dunno~)

3) I suddenly realised there's so much things that I've been missing out and many things that I want to do but did not do for whatever reason and now these things are like shouting out to me~ "HEY! COME OVER HERE!" haha~ =,=

4) I'm feeling I don't know is it relieved or peaceful or I don't really know how to describe? Its like we never quarrel anymore~ (can't really quarrel since we're not together~ haha~) but we've like msged each other less frequently than last time and such~ maybe you prefer this kind of lifestyle? (then you should have told me earlier ma~ =,=)

Anywayz~ my conclusion is that I've been missing out alot on MUSIC (my love, that's why my title is missing you my love~ lol), FRENZ (their outings and such), EXPLORATION (I just can't sit still~ lol), SELF-REALIZATION (lost myself and became like you after being too long tgt! XD jkjk), blah blah la~

Though I still missed you and so~ but I've already packed my luggage and moved on~ hope you have moved on smoothly too~ I will still love you~ but no longer as a partner~ as a good good good friend~ =)

okiE~! gotta go meet my wife and daugther le~! shall blog like how I used to wif LOADS of pictures describing my week~ hahaa~

*If the gifts from God weren't used~ its as good as these gifts didn't exist~
I shall use it again~ no longer for myself~ but for God~ =)

What's nexT?

2009-03-28T11:12:00.002+08:00

was having some stupid study/work crisis last night~ haha~ WHY?!

cause~

I DUN WANNA B ACCOUNTANT~! LOL

or rather I can't really see myself doing such a job~ why?

Audit - Must be able to think like a business man/cunning accountant/villians etc. But I know I can't~ too dumb liaoz~ bei pian jiu you~ haha~ if I can't think like a villian, I won't be a good Auditor~ and I realise now Auditors are not as respected as they were last time though I don't really know why~ =S

Taxation - I'm PEA BRAINED~ haha~ last night Jianqi asked me what's IR8A form for? I know its income tax but i couldn't remember need to file anot~ LOL went to check my textbook and replied him~ DON'T NEED! haha~ and the taxation I'm learning now its juz the basics~ =,= there's a ADVANCE TAXATION~ think I'll sure die man~ hahaha~ imagine~~~~

client: "Hey~ this one hor~ how to go about doing it ar?"

me: "eh~~~ Hmmm~~~ lemmi see~~~ I'll get back to you? (using the business presentation style~ LOL)"

after client left~ i turn around and flip vigorously through my textbooks~ LOL~ =,= so drama rite? =,= soon i'll be fired man~ hahaha~

Financial Reporting - FRS 1? 16? blah blah? what are those for? =,= hahaha~ just studied last sem n everything's already outta da window~ if I can't remember those~ how to prepare those thick thick financial reports to be issued to shareholderS? =,=

Financial Management - hmmm~ its abit like economics~ but my tcher's explanation very fast n chim n ... so ended up studying on my own but this one like scored better then e rest though still fail~ XD haha~ but I suck at predicting stuffs n almost managing my own finance how can i manage a co's finance?! haha~

and in the midst of all these~ now they are like looking for dip holders with like 1/2 yrs experience and on top of that the pay now is so much better back then when the economy was doing well~ =,= don't realli know why~ but~ its so tempting la~! like those marketing jobs the pay used to like so lousy for dip holders now so much better? and instead of starting off as an marketing assistant can just start of as marketing executive~ =,= can climb more~ =,= sian diao lor~ don't really know what to do now~ T.T

i've always liked marketing job~ though its about deadlines n deadlines and rushing n last min changes here n there and all the shit n crap but apparently i liked this kinda shit landing on my head~ LOL~ bian tai rite? =,= but i realli can see myself like doing those marketing job? like advertising, events, brochures, flyers, promotional campaigns, blah blah~ can see myself enjoy doing all these la~

SIGH~

so what's my options?

forget about ACCA~ throw it aside together with all the money and time invested in it previously~ and look for a marketing job while persuing deg in marketing or business major in marketing or wad~

OR

continue to struggle passing ACCA~ bite my teeth~ bite my nails~ hang on even if it takes 10 years to complete~ juz complete tt DARN THING! =,= but what's ahead after that? i DIE DIE have to work at an accounting firm for 3 years to get the ACCA title~ after that i haf to keep renew-ing my license~ and if I were to work as a marketer after that my 3 years accounting working experience will go down the drain (literally) cause its a totally non-related field~ =,=

WHY CAN'T ACCOUNTING AND MARKETING GET MARRIED?! haha~ =,=

or maybe i work 10 years as accountant and 10 years as marketer? =,= lol

SUPER LOST MAN~!

I WANT TO SEE LIGHT~!!!!! Hahahah~ =,=

Finally~

2009-03-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

Finally I've faced the truth... what truth? we've already broke up...

though it has only been 3 weeks since we broke up~ but the 3 weeks were a roller coaster ride for me~

tried to make myself busy with all the activities and etc~ spent alot of money (spending therapy?)~ getting emo on and off~ blah blah blah~

but noW?

I guessed I pretty much fine~ =)

why?

I don't know~ maybe God has been holding my heart to not let it fall apart~ gave me wonderful friends to help me through this period of time~ let me know that even if everyone hates me or is against me He's always there with me and for me~ =)

I've accepted the fact that we've broke up but at least we're not broken~ Now I'm tidying up my feelings, my table, my stuffs, and etc and start to move on from here~ though the road ahead will be tough~ but I'm sure I can do it! =D

Lightning + Thunder = Scary

2009-03-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

was on my way home when it started pouring like cats n dogs (if only they do really fall from the sky i'll catch a few home)~

my friend was like telling me Singapore is the world's top country which has the most frequent lightning (dunno include thunder anot)~ =S

not a very good news to me afterall coz i'm afraid of the lightning and also thunder~

was on train but the lightnings and thunders filled my whole journey back that i closed my eyes, turned on my ipod and covered my ears~ T.T

when i reached Choa Chu Kang... there was a delay in train service dunno y... which adds on to my fear cause the platform is like so small and there's like many open spaces n such so the lightning n thunder would be double the scary~ T.T

sigh~ bad bad scary rainy day~ =(

*wished u were here to cover my ears and eyes and tell me that everything's alright...

CrueL?

2009-03-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

What am I doinG?

watching OKTO! haha~

i like to watch tues n wed nite shows~ tues nite is mythbusters whereas wed is animal night~

my sis was like so agitated when the young of an animal was about to be eaten by another animal~ both animal to me are equally cute~ one fox (dono wad species) the other is penguin (also dono wad species)~ cute ritE? XD

so I was like asking her: "Which you like like more? The fury one or feathery one?"

she: "Fury one!"

me: "ya lo~ the fury one is hungry so bo bian gotta eat to survive rite?"

she: "..."

haha~ many people think that its cruel how nature is~ one kills the other for food though it looks cutE? but that's not the point~ u can't haf only cute animals on earth rite? they'll just massive breed and over populate on earth~ can you imagine if each of them fart how much methane is produced which can kill the ozone layeR? XD therefore God created such a cycle i guess~ haha~

then what about humans? we are multiplying but nobody eats or kills us? (other than terrorists)

therefore there's natural disasters i guess~ hahaa~

*i dono why am i writing this anyway*

lessons learnt from a kid

2009-03-09T13:39:00.002+08:00

was working last night and there was a kid who had a cut on her head~ she had 2 choices:

1. Let the doctor glue it up wif tissue glue

2. Go A&E and let the other doctors do the stitching or gluing

she didn't want any of those choices and keep insisting on going home but she cannot go home cause her wound will have infections which will make it worse~ so what did she do?

make a scene~ cry~ refuse to cooporate~ etc~

I was outside doing my stuffs while she was inside making noise~ when she came out~ she still couldn't make a choice and still refuses treatment~ but at least she's more calm down now~ i looked at her and told her that it will be over very fast~ all she needs to do is to endure that pain for a while and it'll be all gone in a moment~ if its very painful, clench her fists, count sheeps, focus on munching sweets~ while u r focusing on all these time will pass faster~ (cause the doctor told her it was 5 mins so she's got the idea that 5 mins is very long. but it is la if u r like just sitting there and doin nothing~ haha~) also told her that this pain isn't as the most painful thing she's gotta face~ in future there's more painful things that she's gotta bear and if she's not brave how is she gonna protect her parents? (i also had no idea why i said that~ haha~)

after my encouragement and persuasion and directions on how to distract herself, she sums up her courage and went in~ with occasional complains of pain~ she clenched her fists~ eats the sweet~ and the most painful part was over~ =) she didn't had to go to choice 2 which is more painful i guess~ haha~ she was brave~

what lesson can we learn? many~

in life~ we usually don't have a painless choice~ its just which one has more consequences~

when people around you are feeling down~ sad~ unmotivated~ a little encouragement can make a big difference~ =)

when in pain~ clench your fists~ close your eyes~ munch on sweet~ focus on something else like counting sheeps~ the worse will be over very soon~

no matter what you do~ BE BRAVE! cause after every storm there's a rainbow waiting for you~ =)

this is what i've learnt but i guess other people have other perceptions and learnt diff things from this? =D

but this happened at the very right time... to me... =)

1st Day @ work~

2009-02-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

Went to work for my 2-3 weeks temp @ Insead starting from yest~ everything inside is sososososo cOOL~ hahaa~ their students are mainly from many other countries, some of my colleagues are from many other countries too~ the campus life there is interesting~ the food there is GOOD~ the environment there is superb~ everything is sosososososo damn good there~! Thanks bunny for intro-ing this job to me! =D

Yest 1st day of work could strongly feel the diff culture in a gov/semi-gov co vs american/european style of management~ liked it overall~ =D after work rushed down 2 clinic n was super freakin late~ =,= took cab~ but... made things worse! =,= the stupid cab uncle drove me to AYE(Keppel) instead of AYE(Jurong)~ y didn't I stop him? he sudd from AYE (Jurong) switched lanes and turn into AYE (Keppel) and went back to the AYE (Jurong) road and wasted like 5-10 mins of my time~ =,= when I asked him why he went one big round and why he didn't go that way he just tell me off saying that he don't know that way and he'll minus off the cab fare~ i'm like wtf? i'm not telling you all these cause i want a bloody discount or wad but i wan an explanation why he sudd decided to turn towards AYE (Keppel)~ =,= nevertheless i still paid him full when i alight at the nearest bus stop (which was like 20-25 mins later cause there was a HUGE jam on the expressway~) =,= was super late but luckily my colleague was understanding~ sigh~ never gonna take cabs in the day anymore no matter how rush i am~ i'm just gonna take it when there's no transport at night~*argh~*

was busy the whole of last week too tt's y didn't blog though got loads of pictures i wanna upload and loads of things i wanna blog~ hahaha~ super tired now~ gotta teach my sis~ ciao~

warehouse job~~

2009-02-05T11:29:00.002+08:00

have been working till late late night the past 2 days at a warehouse @ PSA~ its the very first time I've worked in a warehouse~ was to pack clothes based on the PO and send to the many countries~ 1st day was crazy coz followed an unsystematic team. End up having to count and recount as the numbers don't tally~ horrible tell you~ waste time and energy~ haha~

2nd day hopped over to another team as was instructed to~ and the leader from the other team darn darn nice to girls~ girls don't need to carry anything and such~ hahaa~ so end up like quite relaxing~ =D and we also chat quite alot and crap alot (me) and had loads of fun~ =D not bad la afterall~ and these 2 days earn quite alot~! =D hahaa~

but was tiring to travel all da way sososososososo far~ haha~ take like 1 hr plus just to travel~ T.T woke up 6am and reach home like 11plus for the past 2 days~ hahaa~ lucky its only 2 days~! XD they wanted to extend but i was like~ erRRR~ not free~ XD

learn alot during these 2 days at the warehouse~ like the clothes have been packed, repacked, unpacked, repacked, and the cycle repeats until the clothes gets to the shops? too bad these few days only see mens clothes or else can have some inspiration for my handicrafts? haha~ den also learn like even a simple thing like shipping goods from 1 place to many places involve so many parties in the middle~ cOOL~ no wonder my fren say that logistics will be quite a big thing soon? haha~ coz if you can like cut short or like cut down on all the unnecessary costs will save ALOT~ seriously ALOT~ haha~ i study too much business liao la~ haha~ XD

later will be going to bai nian and after that meeting jianqi~ he was super shock I went 2 work in warehouse coz its like so tough~ hahaha~ i'm a tough girl~! =p i thank God for all the small lil things here and there for these 2 days though i had tough day in front but the 2nd day was very enjoying~ =D

that's it... full-stop

2009-02-02T08:59:00.003+08:00

woke up to my horror that a blog-o-war started which is the least i would expect to start my day...

that previous entry that I wrote was to let those who are concerned know what roughly happened and that we are fine now...

that part about gambling was a self-reflection... anybody can also increase rates even the gov...

as for the part i wrote for you... its just my point of view which if you feel in anyway is to turn others against you... I apologize for that... I'm over the stage of boycotting... I've got my close frens so even if the whole world hates me I don't mind... =)

that's all! hope it ends here! I'm gg to go jogging~ *poof*

*hey bunny~ doesn't it feel familiar? like what we had done when we were in year 1? XD missed those days even if its quarrelling and bickering with you... now you don't even have time to bicker with me... =( meet up soon kk? missing you lots n lots~ =)*

THANK YOU GOD~! =D

2009-01-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

Maybe some of you might find this post abit *duh* like everything's a coincidence and shit and blah~ but to me, today was a very miraculous day~

I've been having a tough and bad week the whole of last week... tried to bring my bike for repair but when the bus uncle asked me to fold the bike properly before i board he ran away... wanted to bring my bike onto e lrt i got shoo-ed off by a cleaning lady... catched a cab but the cab uncle didn't help to carry my bike into and out of the car boot... went to repair and lost my hp back cover and nearly batt (cause i realised both dropped off and went to find it)... had patients with weird and bad attitudes and got scolded by the doctor for something's not really my fault? after which had a quarrel with the one i loved who initially treated mahjong more important than me until i kick a big fuss n let him choose between me and mahjong he decided its me who is more important... after which my sis and mum gave me attitude because of some lantern and mum n dad was havin cold war... and now me havin a bad reputation as a gf, fren and Christian...

All these shit was roughly what i remembered excluding those small shits that i've stepped on... i was thinking if all these happened... was it a test from God? or pranks by Satan? its barely a week before and after Chinese New Year and yet so many many things happened... Though having all these shit revolving around me... and having to face it alone as jianqi was in camp all these while... i was lucky that i had my bro when the jianqi thing happened... and also bunny n sheep n mama who asked about it when it was over... =)

today~ God's grace was showed once again on a insignificant lousy Christian like me... =)

I missed the phone calls for my job interview like 2 days in a row... 1st day i guess the person 4got to call and 2nd day i missed the call as so coincidently (in a bad way) i've left my phone at home... today the 3rd day... the person called and i picked up!!! I was like "yay~! at least i still have a chance!" =D but after the phone interview~ i was super feeling lousy, cause i got a feeling i wouldn't get that job~ i'm fine without getting that job since i've already had the job but i felt bad cause bunny could have get a better candidate than me who would have nabbed the job and not waste an opportunity~ coz every opportunity is $$$~ =((((

went for lessons but wasn't able to concentrate so ended up msg-ing my bro n darling~ haha~ walked from centrepoint to marina square as i was feeling quite down n wanted to have a hair cut but happen to see SALE~!!! everywher~!!! so i decided to go for shopping therapy and bought 2 tops!!! 1 usual price $43 now $9!!! another 1 usual price $66 but now $29!!! *WOW* i felt super happy after buying that! haha~ but when i went to the salon, to my horror, the stylist moved to jurong point branch~ =,= so went all the way to jurong point to cut my hair~ coz was feeling down n super feel like cutting my hair~

on my way there~ bunny called~ i tot she called to inform me that i didn't get the job~ but~! to my super super surprise~ i got it!!! =D it was really really God's grace~ I prayed to God after the lousy interview that no matter what happens, whether i get the job or not, everything will be fine and i put all these in God's hands~ God answered my prayer! =D and on top of that, instead of starting on 2nd Feb which was initially told, they will be starting my work only on the 9th Feb!!!

why is it so significant? because jianqi will be out on thurs night if i'm not wrong due to off-in-lieu and I wanted to spend the Fri with him~ sososososo coincidently my work starts directly after the week which he'll be having off-in-lieu!!! =D i feel sosososososo blessed and happy after picking up that phone call! thanks bunnY!!! for all your effort in pushing me this lousy candidate!!! XD

went home happily~ slpt and nearly overslpt due to exhaustion but dunno wad woked me up so wasn't super late... but usually the doc would be in but the doc was even more latE!!! XD lucky me~! =D hahaa~

but anywayz~ its like sosososososo *WOW* today... i really can't believe it until now... still feels like a dream... too good to be true... haha~ but anywayz~ i'm very very thankful to God and feel very very blessed~! =D Thank you God! =)

a big THANK YOU~!

2009-01-30T22:22:00.004+08:00

I would like to thank those who were very concerned about me when they read my blog~

THANK YOU~! =) *you know who you guys are*

and also those who spent time listening to me~ i'm really very grateful esp when i'm such a problematic kid! XD

for those who noticed a change in me as in temper wise~ thank you very much for telling me cause it really encourages me to improve! =D

things between me and him are fine again as on that day he forego his mahjong session and came down to talk things out with me *which already implies that mahjong isn't as important as i am*

we hadn't been sitting down talking like that for ages~ though i can see that he was very tired due to morning trainings and rushing down to mahjong without even bathing after he booked out~ we ironed things out and gave 1 month to this relationship if things gets worse~ that night he said that actually he didn't intend to play mahjong but its because of that small lil gian he went and realised it wasn't a good choice in any way~ he was sick and tired but made a bad decision to play overnite mahjong with his horrible condition plus if we didn't quarrel he would have to meet me the next morn without any sleep~ I do admit that I was implusive that nite in making such a decision to say such things or give him such decisions to make~ its because i know him too well~ far too well~ if i hadn't did anything like that, what will happen?

1st - he would be very very very tired and when he goes home he'll hit the sack while I'll be upset and affected by the whole thing the whole night plus the whole morning and afternoon until he wakes up to solve it~

2nd - he will be more sick than the day before plus he had his cough for already a month and havin less sleep means your immune system will be weakened

3rd - even if he were to force himself to meet me in the morn, we will end up quarrelling worse den last nite as he hadn't had sleep at all and he won't be thinking in a logical or sensible manner which will lead to frustration among the both of us and eventually breaking up because of lack of sleep and frustration

4th - he's the kinda guy if you do not give extreme choices he wouldn't be able to make a choice. What do I mean by that? if i told him, choose between apple and orange, he would say either "you choose" or "i dunno". if i told him, choose between apple and orange and if you don't choose either you will be killed, den he might make a choice which he feels is a better one. He's a wooden block and indecisive.

Tink about consequences and consideration for others? at most the mahjong session gets cancelled and postponed to another day? is it a must have on that day? is it 10 months since the last time you guys played? If you asked me to be considerate for others, den did you guys considered my feelings in the first place when you said something like that?

For that one person whom I used to trust in and confide to~
I don't condemn you, neither do I loathe you or hate you cause you don't get the whole picture. You have your own reasons to write such an angry post but I don't blame you cause I did in actual fact spoiled your game of mahjong. But I was sad over the fact that those hurtful words came from no one but you. I don't hate you, but I'm disappointed as a good friend. If mahjong is more important than friendships, I guess I'm not a good friend as to me friendships are more important than mahjong. Besides, that night, jianqi made his choice. He chose to agree to the game and chose to left the game. So he has partial responsibility to the unhappy ending of the game too (not that I'm trying to push the blame).

And also, if you have something against me due to my not-so-christian personality and way of doing things, please do not use things like Christians would do what and what. I admit I'm a Christian but i've not learned everything and practiced everything that what Christian's would do. I'm still in the process of learning and changing and growning spiritually. I know what i did do not glorify God but that doesn't mean that I will be like that forever or I'm a crooked Christian. I just became a Christian last Aug. Do you expect God to turn me good over night?

Gambling and Interest/Hobby
I like to play mahjong~ yes I do~ but not to gamble~ from $0.10/$0.20 it became $0.20/$0.40 and $0.30/$0.60 half and then $0.30/$0.60? what's next? $0.50/$1? $1/$2? from zhi mo + $0.20 and kang becomes $0.40/$0.80? How much more are you gg to increase the rates? Its never ending I can tell you~ I've a colleague who knew of someone who gambled away his bungalows cause they played in gold bar terms~ they wrote cheques~ threw gold bars in~ so is that wad its gonna be like in the future?

I must admit, I'm a sore loser. Esp when it comes to money. Why? I'm not working full time. I don't save up on usual days. My monthly take home pay is only ard 300? I have to pay for my own expenses. I'm LUCKY that i've got my mum to temporarily help me pay for my sch fees. If I lose 20 every week, i'd be losing almost 1/3 of my pay?

when me and jianqi go play, sometimes i'll win alot, sometimes he'll win, and sometimes both of us will lose. Do you really think i'm super super happy winning when i see him feeling sad? He's not earning much too and he's very thrift. That tens of dollars might mean alot to him? I'm not trying to portray that how pathetic how he is or i am. But I feel that if you really love to play mahjong, do you really have to play at such a high stake?

what's the most I won before? 30plus? 40?

what's the most I lost before? 60plus?

to me~ i feel that mahjong is just a hobby and a game like monopoly i enjoy playing~ If u scared that u'll doze off~ den make it a point that the loser will treat drinks? at least when you guys sit down n drink u'll get 2 talk and bond at the same time? I liked the bonding on the mahjong table as in get to talk and stuff. but as the stakes gets higher and everyone doesn't wan to lose so much, less words are spoken and instead its replaced by silence.

I do love mahjong and I noe its not really possible yet to take it out of my life immed and jianqi's too~ but I don't want to gamble~ I just wan to play~ its that simple~

my bro tell me: to get e wrong idea clearly, whether its right or not is not bound by really there is money or not. what if i gamble lets say sweets? will gambling whatever the items will be, caused you, or your friend to be greedy and gamble. is it a sin or not is bound by the person's intention.

Heart. . . . . . Broken

2009-01-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

My tears keep rolling down... but my heart bleed more than my tears...

I have not eaten my dinner... but i don't feel hungry at all...

Even plain rice tasted salty cause of my tears...

no word can describe my overall feelings...

mixed feelings are felt within...

angry?

sad?

disappointed?

lost?

hopeless?

devastated?

blank?

numb?

immune?

reluctant?

???

many many words to describe the feeling but no 1 word to sum it up...

perhaps its time to move on...

All I can do now is to calm my heart and pray~

2009-01-15T21:33:00.034+08:00

Have been having a very very busy and entertaining and fulfilling month from after my exams in Dec up till now and I guess till end of CNY before I'll be slightly free~ XD

Have LOADS of pictures I wanna upload but due to mua busi-ness and lazi-ness therefore its been delayed~!

Picture speaks a thousand words so I shall leave my pictures to talk! XD

Da First Baked Pasta I've made from scratch! tastes not bad! XD

Da Apology flower my botak head bought for me during my exams period~! it kept me happy during the stressful exam period~

After da exams, went to Shokudo (if i nv spell wrongly) to eat! its like Marche but jippun stylE~! its nicE~!!! =) ordered cold soba, jellyfish, sashimi etc~ XD

Went to kushinbo with my botak head before going to chalet~! notch bad la~ but too bad we didn't get 2 eat e alaskan crabbie coz was like lookin forward to it~ =( but overall still notch bad la~ esp the deserts~ XD
Went to chalet org by my darling, HC, QM, penguin, etc~ =)

And after that... Christmas camE~! XD and many trees were cut down... =( to form...
Log Cakes~!!!! XD *shivers*

Went for Dim Sum for my mama's b-day celebration~ darn nicE~! xin fu yin cha is still mua fav! =D

Lynnie came 2 mua house n i cooked for heR~! =D

Went for New Year countdown wif naz they all~ and had NABE before that~ yum yum~! =)

Had make-a-cookie session wif lynniE~ and she made a star shaped cookie n...

a smiley face one too~! XD

And finally my past 2 weeks of hardwork~
Biscuits~

Pineappletarts~

Cornflake Cookies (improvised version)~

And more pineapple tarts! XD

A very artistic pic of all my babies~ XD

Very very very tired from all da baking but also very very very happy cause feel very satisfied when the stuff I baked most ppl say its nice and even my very picky dad ate 1 too!!! XD for the past 2 weeks have been baking these few stuffs~ wanted to try more but my mum keep asking me to bake the cornflake cookie coz its darn darn nice esp the improvised version~ =,= It was Sam's mum, my godma who gave the suggestion of using whole piece cereal and also giving me advice saying that no mood = no good~! hahaa~ so this time round i make sure my mood good good time enough so that I won't panic and produce not nice cookies~ XD Hope that can bring some for NPS people to eat if they have any gathering~ =)

Last but not least~ today's the last day my botak head is having field camp~ hope everything's fine for him (we all know he'll be)~ Miss you lots botak head! come back and be my baking maria! I super short-handed! XD

Harpi New Ear~!

2009-01-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

VERY LONG NEVER BLOG LE~! =D

haha~ its 2009~! new year got new resolutions!!! =D

1) Stop gambling mahjong! XD though like alot of times keep wanting to but "you xing er li bu zhu"

2) Pass my ACCA exams I take this year!!! I'm aiming to take like 4 per sem which is like 8 in total so must pass!!! *T.T chor die mi~* after failing for like so many papers and if plus last sem don't know how many more sia~ =,= if i can clear 8 subjects this year den I will be able to graduate by next year? *prays damn hard*

3) Discipline!!! force myself to study by hook or by crook! XD

4) SAVE MONEY!!! hahhaa~ its not due to the recession la~ just that I always cannot save up which I seriously don't know why and where my money flew too~ XD though its been like on my mouth for ages and at times i did save cheng gong budden~ XD will somehow or another gone due to some reason~ hahaa~

5) Eat healthier!!! I wanna eat more vege and fruits this year! go back to my healthy diet few months back which made mi shed like 1 kg in 1-2 months? XD

basically that's all I guess? haha~ hope i'm able to fufil my new year resolutions!!! =D

Personality Test

2008-11-18T13:48:00.004+08:00

Now in the midst of preparing my exams~ SIAN AR~! 12 more days to my 1st paper le~ so scared! T.T

Saw this test on Heng's blog and decide 2 try it! wah hahahaha~ *boreD*

Test : Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: (same as Heng)
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: (same as Heng)
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: (same as Heng)
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: (same as Heng)
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self: (same as Heng)
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

5 out of 9 i got the same result as Heng~ =,= haha~

*back 2 mugging~*

I've Made IT~!

2008-10-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

FINALLY~!!!

I've started studying since Monday~

and I've finished 1/2 the book~!

BUT

there are 2 books in all~ =,=

although the other book the teacher hasn't finished teaching~

but I still hope I can master the first book asap so when he finishes the 2nd book~

I'll have enough time to practice questions before exam comes!!! =D

I don't want to fail le!!! T.T

Happenings~

2008-10-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

Had bad bad bad bad flu from the doctor but she's still suffering from the aftermath of the flu~ =,= but mine was fine after the 2 clarinase pills that qimei gimme and i popped it into my body~! =D glad that I recovered after suffering on Friday and Saturday~ haha~ coz its making me grouchy~ but managed to contain that grouchiness abit~ XD

Studied abit today but had a long hard time trying to comprehend it~ sigh~ its the first step which is the hardest~ hopefully tomorrow I'm able to learn more~ =D

read bunny's bloggie today and saw this on her blog~ watched it too~ quite sad~ =(
especially what was written at the end~ so sad but so true~ T.T

爱人的那一个
往往在不完美中给完美~

被爱的那一个
却总是在完美中找不完美~

2008-09-24T12:18:00.007+08:00

My 1st Fishing Trip! =D (but without jianqi la coz he's in NS) haha~

Went to bedok jetty to fish fisH! though some of you may find it cruel and stuff, but I kinda enjoyed fishing! haha~ but the very farny part is I don't dare to unhook the fish~ XD

When I went there in the afternoon, I felt so lost coz don't really know how to hook la, cast line la, throw the rod la, how to start la, blah blah blah~ haha~ but luckily there are a few very helpful people helped me~ =D And TADA! I got my first fish!!! =D
Though its not the fish I really wanted but its like the FIRST fish I've fished using my own rod and such la~ haha~ got the fulfilling feeling~ after that fished a few of the same species but the uncle say if I bring home my mama sure kill me~ coz its too small to be eaten~ lol!

The fish above is not fished by me! haha~ its one of the uncles fishing with me~ =D its called san bo gong fish something liddat la~ its edible but not much people eat it cause the skin when touched or consumed will cause itchness~ and when this fish is around, all the small fishes will be gone cause its like the tyran in the sea~ hahaa~ also saw sword fish there~ den the uncle sae if the sword fish caught onto my bait, most prob the string and hooks will be gone~ LOL~

Another view of that fish~ its DARN fierce man~ haha~ keep flipping and not letting the person who caught it take a photo of it and himself~ hahaa~

Compared to my tiny fish~ its like sooooooo small rite? LOL~ the uncle insisited I take a pic of the fish I fished~ lol~ XD as you can see I'm growing fatter and fatter~ T.T haha~

After the fishing trip I rushed home to go for lessons and when I reached home~ I realised I was like sunburnt at many places! XD

My slipper lines are like all WAH!

My hands are like CRAB RED~!

And so is my arm!!! hahaha~

Though really had fun but now so darn pain all over la~ coz got sunburnt like especially my shoulders~ T.T hahaa~ pain like shit la~ hahaha~ okie~ gtg le~ ciaO~!

HUMPF~

2008-09-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

"A Setback is a Setup for Comeback... " - from some doc~

although been through many setbacks but don't really see a comeback coming through... why?

Anywayz~ he went in alrdy~ "WEE!" and "NO WEE!"~

Wee coz got more time for other people and other things especially things that I'm dying to do~

No Wee coz while he was inside i seem to be waiting at the phone from like 9 till like 11? the waiting feeling is really not easy man~ coz you'll be thinking why isn't he calling and such~ esp when i didn't do any research~ so got paranoid? you can say that i tink too much or wad but at least i cared ok~~~ haha~ =p

BUT

the No Wee will be strike off~!!! coz~ I'M NOT GONNA WAIT FOR HIS CALL LE~! since some brothers told me he won't die so easily inside and since he's not appreciative so... might as well... HECK CARE~! and enjoy my "singlehood"~

so I'm gonna WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE all the WAY~! =D

1st STOP - FISHING~!

you guys tot i'm jk rite? YOU ARE WRONG THEN!!! THE FISH IS GOING FISHING!!! haha~
to fish for other smaller fishes to EAT!!! MUAH HAHHAHAHAH~ shall upload pics of my first fishing trip nxt wk after i come back from fishing~ =D

2nd STOP - ???
Aiyah~ many activities wanna do like sing k, play mahjong, watch discovery~ XD

Lazy bum fish shall stop here~ *not motivated to upload photos -> maybe wanna try feeding me with worms? lol*

2008-09-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Feeling very...

Lost...

Lost in everything...

Only 1 thing is very clear...

Faith...

2008-08-26T17:48:00.002+08:00

Seriously... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HER

2008-08-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

When someone tells you that you can use that person's stuff, for example an older brother to a younger brother, isn't it obvious that he meant that if he's younger brother would want to use it he may go ahead? Unless he's lending to OTHER people other than HIMSELF he could go ahead right? If he want's to lend to OTHER people common sense tells us that he would have to ask permission from the owner right as the owner only grant permission to his younger brother?

seriously~ over the pass 15 years or so with my sister~ I'm very sian-ded of sharing things with her~ why?

1st - Never put back properly after use (she's just lie it everywhere near HER)

2nd - Never take good care of it while borrowing

3rd - She lent it to others without informing me hoping that I will not realise since I don't use it everyday

Why do I still share despite of all these shit? I could just not share right?

1 - I don't want my mum to buy 2 shares of everything. Though she can afford but I don't want her to waste her hard-earned money

2 - I don't mind sharing as long as she doesn't spoil or scratch or damage my things

but what do I get out of all these sharing? Damaged n missing items =,=

its not nice to borrow other people's things and borrow it to other people... =,=

Seriously don't know what to do with her la~

sianded~

**actually wanted to post something about my lunch de and pics as well but~ sigh~

New Blog Skin~!

2008-08-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

wEeE~~~ got a NEW blogskin~!

haha~ although is koup from other people de but still...

its something NEW~! haha~

but it looks abit cramped up~

if its very bad, i'll change to another one~

so pls do give feedback~!

10Q berry much~! =D

FAIL~

2008-08-19T17:22:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i last blog...

now that i post this entry...

its bad bad news...

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I FAILED my paperS~!!! BOTH~!!! *arGh~!* sigHz~

in short~ i've only completed level one after studying for 1 year and passed 1 paper only and failed 3 papers~ =,=

such a failure manz~

feeling damn pek chek and lost at the same time... pek chek why I can't pass... pek chek why can't I just go get a job and skip the degree part... pek chek why I take so many papers only 1 passed... =,=

lost as in how should I go from here... have got like 11 papers to go le since i've failed this round... if i were to take 2 at a time... it'll take another 3 years... if i take 3 at a time... another 2 years... if i take 4 at a time... another 1.5 years... BUT that is provided I don't fail any this time round... sigh~ don't really know how many papers should I take this time round... 2? 3? 4? why no 5? coz max you can only take 4~ =,= lost as to how should i study~ what subjects should i re-take~ should I just get a job back again and study at the same time? should i study full time until i do finally pass but that will be wasting time?

sigh sigh sigh~

so many question marks in my head... was upset last nite after i reach home from work to find out that i've failed both papers... but got over it this morning i guess... but still... where should i go from now? what should i do? so lost~

I really pray that in time to come i'm able to get an answer or a direction where I should go~

*gloomy*

Work from home day~

2008-07-01T08:47:00.002+08:00

WeEeEeEeE~

why am I still at home when its so late already? cause I'm working from home today~! wah hahahahhaa~ soooooo shiok~! =D

BUT~!

my mama scold me dumb cause use home electricity and stuff to do work and company never pay for those~ =,=

cause not I pay so I don't feel the pinch you know~ XD its kinda bad la but... hahaha... I will pay my papa some money la~ =D

AnywayZ~ updates~!!!

Last Friday went to for overnight mahjong after pleading my mum to let me go soooooo badly~
she said it was the LAST time I get to have over night mahjong sessions~ =(

but didn't win anywayz~ XD lost 6 1st round and won 3 back... so in total?

LOST $3 NIA~!!! hahaha~ so worth it for a night of entertainment~ XD

Sat morn went back home and zzzzzzzzz before I went for an event at 1pm... though felt kinda weird but really enjoyed it cause its so freaking funny~

Attended a talk at night from 5pm till 9:30pm but ran away halfway cause was super sleep deprived... went to NTUC to get ingredients for my Sunday "FishY HomE CooK FooD SpeciaL"~ haha~ was soooooooooo heavy i tell you... bought...
- Pork Big Bone
- Pork Spare Ribs
- Chicken Leg Meat (Halal)
- Shitake
- Home-made Ice Cream Pack (green tea flavour)
- Japanese Curry Sauce
- J&J potato chips (chilli flavour)
- A bag of potatoes washed (cause i'm lazy to wash XD)
- Sweet Corn (those with the leaves on it)
- Old Cucumber (quite a big one but already the smallest among all those left)
- Carrot
- Baby Dow Miow
- Onion (those green in the inside brown on the outside? quite big compared to those purplish ones)
- Tomato
- Fish Otah (FROZEN)
- Japan Soy Beans (those you get at sakae and such where people don't like to eat~ XD)

the list seems short righT? but the things are SUPER heavy~ why?
1. Maybe I growing fatter no muscles but full of fats so can't carry
2. TOO MANY VEGE~! after I brought home the veges... i had a hard time sqeezing it into the fridge as it was half full when i brought home the veges... =,=
3. there were like 6-7 NTUC bags of food and i've only got 2 hands... luckily i brought my big big espirit bag so can stuff like 2-3 bags of food inside~
4. I could have bought it at like Bukit Panjang Plaza's NTUC but i went to Jurong East's NTUC to buy... =,= I just realised the walking distance is almost the same! =,=
5. Sleep deprived Fish feels weak~ XD

haha~ wanted to cook jap curry chicken, vege soup with porkie, fried vege~ end up cooked only the 1st 2 dishes... =,= and I only used HALF of all those above to cook the dishes~ *fainTz~* still got so many veges in my fridge~ hopefully i can finish it before it spoils~ =(

wanted to like upload the process of cooking on mua bloggie? with pics not videos... budden... my photographer (mua sis) sleep till like darn late... so... i only managed to take lil pics... haha... gotta go work now~ shall upload e pics soon~! =D

Exams~! FinishEd?

2008-06-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

YAY~! EXAMS ARE OVER!

but...

I'M FINISHED AT THE SAME TIME CAUSE MOST PROB FAILING?!

haha~ XD haven take back my paper already losing confidence in it... =(

sigh sigh~ but what has been written or drawn in that booklet can never be amended cause i bet its already in England now enjoying the summer breeze~ lucky papers~ XD

but they'll be tortured soon when the examiners flipped them left right left right and tickle them with their red pens... >.<

after my exams felt so lost and sian and so wu nai... maybe cause i got a hunch that i'm gonna fail? maybe i can't accept the fact that my exams are over? maybe i suddenly felt that life is meaningless without exams cause you've got nothing to pia? maybe all of a sudden i don't feel like doing things which i was super deprived of during the exam period and wanted to do now?
dunno man... feeling weird weird...

but got out of this dunno what syndrome like after a week after my exams? =,= slow man... haha...

so starting to get back to my normal life... and plus naz n dj finished exams le... wee~! =D

as for eve, kai n ht... we can go back to playing mahjong le~! provided got place~ XD have been hinted by eve via lyn "mahjong mahjong mahjong mahjong~"

think my post-exam activities would be like mahjong mahjong mahjong... XD

went out to celebrate lyn's b-day at waraku today... food notch bad... after that went to hemisphere cafe to chill... den went home... shall upload pics soon too...

last tues went to some jap restaurant called Aji i think at vivo which has ala carte buffet... darn good i tell you... now that i'm thinkin of it... can start drooling liaoz... hahaha...

and i missed the teppanyaki-style-self-service at vivo too... missed the beef... *double DROOLS* XD

food food food... i'm getting all fat... i'm now like a freaking 59KG fatty freak bouncing all around... T.T my BMI is hitting the ceiling le... gotta lose weight or i'll be the youngest person to have all those old people sickness on me... =,= GANBATTE~! *lazy~* haha~ XD

1 down! 1 more to go!

2008-06-03T08:24:00.002+08:00

YAY~!!!!

1 paper down~!!!

1 more to go~!!!

super super tired these past few days... as i was trying to squeeze all the tax laws into my tiny brain... so damn discouraging when i keep forgetting the freaking laws and such... managed to pour in book 1 into my brain but not book 2... end up juz scrape through la... at least have an idea and memorize those formulas and let the rest leave it to bull shitting... XD

managed to spot like 1 30 mark question, 1 25 mark question, a few 15 mark question... i answered all la... some though anyhow coz no time to think towards to end of the exams... but praying hard that i will be able to pass after the many days of hard work... =(

went straight to work after writing for 3 hours non-stop... hand like no strength liddat... had hard time catching a cab... =,= singaporeans so rich nowadays... hahaha... or rather non-singaporeans who just come here to study?

the cab ride was like freaking 18.90... from bishan RJC to bukit panjang... =,= reach there late somemore... =,=

end work at around 10 and went home... and found out that the show that i've been chasing on channel U and she bu de dun watch during exams is on www.mysoju.com !!! =,= so this sat and sun don't need to yi kao my tee bee le~! hahaha~ can an xing go study and watch online after my exams~!!! wee~

okiE~! gotta go work le~ sian~ =,= tata~

3 jobs? =,=

2008-05-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

have been having busy busy and tired tired days ever since i took up like 2 jobs? haha~

some people might think that i'm mad or what... but its not like permanent la... as in...

1st Job - from previous co. for 6 months since 2nd May so will end on 31 Oct

2nd Job - every monday and friday night will be continuing until i've graduate from my ACCA? (the main thing)

3rd Job - coming up soon... but not so sure if its really coming... that is... to be a tution teacher~! =,= might be teaching a primary one kid... that one until it has been confirmed or else i wouldn't talk much about it la...

with the first 2 jobs alone and my lessons which will resume in July after my exams in June... i will be busy from morn till night every day other than Thursdays? =,=

as for weekends... still free la depending on when the 3rd job comes in... if the 3rd job comes in... i guess 1 of the weekends i'm not free le... hahaha...

in short... VERY BUSY AR~! =,=

haha... busy die me man... when jianqi go NS... i sure busy to the max le... hahaha...

12 days left to exams... sigh~

not prepared~

2008-05-15T21:46:00.002+08:00

Forgiveness is not forgetting...

it is letting go of the pain

and

letting go of judgment...

*will be updating soon~ =)

2008-05-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

LLLOOONNNGGG LLLOOONNNG DDDAAAYYY~

FINALLY~! today has FINISHED~!

have been working since 9am in the morn until 10pm?

minus the lunch and miscellaneous...

it rounds up to about 12 hours~! gosh~!

macham like when i used to work in haagen daz non-stop liddat... highest record 13hrs?

dear showed me this article just now:
http://www.forbes.com/markets/2008/05/08/singapore-chinese-immigration-markets-econ-cx_jc_0508markets04.html

that explains why suddenly i felt like i'm in little china...

23 more days to my exams le~! JIAYOU~!

btw~ happy birth day madam lynnie da sheepy~! sosososososo sorry that i messaged so late... was like working from morn till afternoon and studied at night... ='( shall meet up soon okiE? miss you sosososososososososo much~!

2008-05-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

WORK WORK WORK AND MORE WORK!

I'm now busy to the max as I've got 2 jobs and got to study and prepare for 2 exams in less than a month...

no more dating for me anymore...

no more mahjong-ing for me anymore...

no more gaming for me anymore...

no more hanging out with friends for me anymore...

no more wasting of time...

gotta work hard from now...

shall turn into a hermit...

*always left in the dark... ... ... ... ... ... alone~*

Poor BunnieS

2008-04-30T16:01:00.005+08:00

25th April - Was reading comics almost the whole day... Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles... DARN NICE~! haha~ for those who liked Cardcaptor Sakura... you might like this as the characters are the same but they have different roles and there's more twists and turns in the story... very exciting and nice... just couldn't stop reading it... after that went to work at night... hehee...

26th April - Met Darling 8am at CCK MRT... told them not to be late end up I was the last to reach~! XD haha~ went to fish prawns (or prawn prawns? or prawning?)... at first when I didn't catch any and that stupid jq keep catching... i was like darn sore... *argh~! lucky big fat pig*... but after this very patient "uncle" (don't really know if he's one) taught me how to fish the prawns... i manage to caught 1 DARN BIG ONE... the photo's with darling though... i was like SOOOOOO HAPPY la... but quite cruel in the sense that my "kuai le" (happy) "jian li zai" (was built on) "bie ren de tong ku shang" (other people's unhappiness?)... haha~ in this case... its the prawn... start to find prawning a bit cruel cause when we take the hook out can see that its in pain... but we still eat meat at the end of the day... be it we killed it or other people killing it... its the same... just that others they kill these food for survival? diff people have diff opinions la... so~
After that I took darling a tour to the farm that they have at the back of the prawn pool... there were LOTS of hungry animals... very poor thing... they are so hungry that the moment they see any human... they would rush to the cage... i don't know if the owner hunger the animals on purpose so that they will react to humans this way or the animals are just greedy... they don't look thin but they seemed very hungry... a typical scene of animals squeezing for food:
I bought $1 worth of carrots for them (cause no outside food allowed)... but it was PATHETIC... very little strands of carrot... =,= next time when i go i'm gonna sneak in LOTS of carrots... haha~ cut it in a way they did... but the bunnies are so darn cute~ awww~ but hungry bunnies sure are scary... they all rushed to their cage the moment they saw me and pushing the other bunnies away...

Another bunny pic from the same cage of bunnies... was busy feeding them so didn't really took much pictures... there were also many other animals like guinea pigs (i believe some of them are sick due to the poor living conditions)... hamsters... rats... goat... frog? turtle... parrot... =.=

Like the bunny above it didn't react at all when i put a carrot near the cage... some part of its fur is gone and you can see its pink skin... maybe its sick or what... and its bowl of water is like full of algae? =.= hai~ don't know if can report the owner of this place for animal abusal... this bunny was hid at the back along with other skinnier bunnies... sigh... heart-ache for these bunnies... ='(

After that went to jq's house to cook the prawns... it was so chaotic... =,= but we managed to cook it in the end la... =) ate lunch like damn late due to my poor time calculations... darling sudd had a bad leg cramp scare me to death... next time i'll remember to bring 100plus whenever i go out on long distance or require lots of walking trips with her... in case anything happens...

Went to orchard for dinner... and was trapped in freaking 190 for 2 hours plus due to a bad bad bad accident... thought the driver of the van didn't survive but read on the news next day he got out in time and survived... lucky man...

27th April - nothing much... went to Mahjong session again... hahaa... bought this black seseame soy milk... niCE~! ^^ Initially lost 10 plus but cause Heng threw one card and let me win "yi se" (one colour) so won back abit... but overall still lost la... but nevermind~! at least i didn't lost as much as jq~! hahahahaha~ =p

28th April - was freaking tired the previous day so slept till very late... woke up... went to previous company to have lunch with my ex-colleagues and found out alot of happenings lately... went to sign some papers... after that went home... put back... chill awhile... go work... =,= so fast 1 day is gone... and i DID NOT STUDY~! T.T

29th April - wanted to study but got distracted by movies movies movies... hahaa... watched marrying the mafia 2 & 3... damn damn damn hilarious... SO FUNNY~! studied abit... slept in the afternoon after seeing my dad n sis sleeping (temptations~)... woke up and rush out to meet jq...

we watched hansel and gretel... not those typical ones... its a thriller movie... frictional but not super grose la... just that the sound systems too good le... keep scaring me... =,= but i liked the story line... wasn't able to anticipate what will happen next... thought that the main character will die like all others did... but he didn't~! good for him... hahaha...

went to bought a new brand of kimchi to try and went home~ tiring day too cause woke up at like 7plus?

30th April (TODAY~!) - I STUDIED OK~! haha... in the morning... after that got called by my mum and dad to help them out with some cooking cause dad preparing like 30 over bentos for his colleagues? =,= after he left i continued studying while eating lunch and watching tee bee~! after that received call from doc asking me to go down and get my pay... and for the FIRST TIME... i've receive my pay in CASH~!!! $$$~ haha~ the feeling is soooo diff from getting it transacted into the bank account... i prefer to hold the kaching in my hands~! feels like blood and sweat exchanged for such money~!!! *wOO~~~* haha~ BUT~ these money will go to SINGTEL funds to pay for my bills~ T.T ALL OF THEM~!!! T.T *boo hoo~~~* sigH~ and its my 1 month's pay lor... for 2 months bill... sad sad~ oh well~ hahaha~

going for lessons later and tomorrow's LABOUR DAY~! but unfortunately i've got lessons... =( will be studying the whole day i guess...

WISH ALL MAHJONG-ERS HUAT AR~! ... if you are gambling tomorrow (Heng +++)

WISH ALL GAMERS TONG SHA AR~! ... if you are gaming tomorrow (JianQi)

WISH ALL STUDENTS SCORE WELL AR~! ... if you are about to take exams or in the midst of it (Qimei, Gina, Sam (bunny), Lyn (sheep), Naz (finishing soon), blah blah blah and MYSELF!)

*crossing fingers praying damn hard*

GOOD LUCK TO ALL~! *MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS*

updates updates~!

2008-04-23T09:06:00.018+08:00

updates updates~!

ookie~ have been lazying around for many weeks le so its time that i update my blog~! haha~ XD

9th April / 10th April - Stone~ Stone~ Study~ boring~ *yawnz*

11th April - jq took leave so we went to farm-mart~! wee~ woke up early morn and guess what? there is not much shops opened~!!! XD haha~ so dumb~ then we went to the mini farm to walk walk see see... got this goat keep staring at jq... dunno y... XD and there were like dogs around... and jq is scared~! XD keep looking out on the dog... dog scared dog... hahaa... took some lily pics... damn nice the lilys... =D

We actually decided to get out of there and go somewhere else to stone or what... end up we took a bus a went one round and got back there~ XD cause the uncle told us that the prawning pool is opened 24 hrs but we saw nobody around so we thought it wasn't opened at all... haha... the uncle even gave us a few tips on how to prawn... so we went back to prawn~!!! XD
Took this cat picture when we were about to leave la... hahaa... we spent like 3 hours there but only caught 2 prawns... =,= and all is jq caught one... i caught fishes nia... T.T but let it go back into the pond cause its not what we want to catch... hahaha... the guy there tending store caught like MANY prawns within less than 1/2 an hour? =,= so damn pro sia... before we left he gave us those that he caught for us... the 2 that jq caught 1 no tail another has 1 pincer broken... and both are like medium sizE? those that the guy gave us are like SOOOOO MUCH BIGGER~! LOL

After that we went to Chinatown to get some stuffs and went to mediya to have dinner~!

Mediya is a Jap Supermaket located in Liang Court... its has VERY NICE JAP FOOD THERE~!!! everything there looks nice... some which i tried taste nice too... hehee.... jq had unagi rice... DAMN NICE I TELL U... the unagi is so soft... the sauce is not too thick not too thin... the unagi has like absorbed all the sauce... soooooo darn good la...
I ate saba fish... its not too salty and not alot of bones... the bones are also very soft and consumable... the fish is grilled very well... but i prefer the one i ate at science park last time... though its saltier... but it tastes better... =)
12th April - MahJonG DaY~! XD haha~ had lessons in the afternoon too... zZzZz... hate to have lessons on weekends... haha... spoilers... XD

13th April - K-LuncH~! haha~ we r suppose to meet like 1030 at cine but end up we reached cine at 10am~ XD so darn early... i didn't expect us to reach so early... so we stoned for like 1/2 an hour? so jq took out his investment book to read while i SLEEP! zZzZz~
While waiting... i started receiving smses saying that they will be late... hahaha... diaoz~ so end up we waited for like almost an hour before the 1st batch of people arrive~! hahaha... its ok la... xi guan le... we sang till like 2 plus liddat and went to marina square... played pool... played bowling... went to eat dinner... had a long chat with them during dinner... was like talking about my dad... then heng dj they all gave like good suggestions... although don't really get the whole picture... but more or less know where to start le... thanks guys~! =D

14th April - Boring Day~ nothing much... haha...
15th April - jq got sick~ took him to see doctor... 31 BUCKS~! but its more worth it then mine... i had only 2 medicines but gotta pay 32... his has like 4/5 medicines... haha... anywayz... if you guys go see doctor and want to know how much you are charged for consultation and each medicine its possible... you can request for an itemized receipt which will state the cost of each item... =) cause consultation fees varies base on the time that you visit the doctor and the duration of consultation...

16th April - jq was given MC for 2 days but wasn't sure if he'll take both days... so i cooked special porridge for him~! its my first time cooking those canto style porridge... plus the doctor says that he cannot eat solid food for now... must eat watery stuff... so i cooked a flavoured but no liao porridge... i cook it by cooking chicken soup first and use the soup to cook the porridge... spent like 1.5 hours cooking it before delivering it to his house... hahaa... the cooking is still alright... but was like walking under the scorching sun to his house la... stayed there... watch some movies... and went for lessons...

17th April - jq did not go back to work cause he's still not feeling well... haha... we meet at plaza in the late afternoon and played monopoly there... after that went for lessons... =(

18th April - nua at home again and went to work~! 2nd day of my new job... haha... it was ok la... i was told to work every Friday night~! wee~ XD

19th April - went to naz house... wanted to play mahjong but laopo had to OT... so we played monopoly first... hehe... after that played like abit of mahjong... wee~ initially lost like 12 plus but last min had like man tai zi mo~! hahaha~ heng like what la... was waiting for a card which has only 1 left? and i draw it from the wall myself~!!! wee~ it was half colour but cause got fa cai and many animals and flowers... so had man tai~!!! weE~!!! haha... so fan sheng le after that still won abit... =) after that went to bbq and saw michael and jonathan... haha... they are like so RED n cookED~! lol... reached home like freaking late... missed the last train and had to take a cab home... and there were like many people waiting at the taxi stand la... so sian... lucky i got out of the queue and go search for taxis...

20th April - had lessons in the afternoon... boring~ on the way home... went to like walk walk abit... saw this GAP ruffle skirt... DARN NICE~!!! *DrooLz* but it is damn ex la~!!! $79 bucks... T.T if i'm working... BUY AR~! but now not working... so... gotta think twice... but before i can think twice... the lady tell me out of sizes le... for ALL OUTLETS~!!! T.T *SOB SOB*...

Went back home and dad was cooking dinner... he cooked the 8 treasure rice and tempura prawn and 5 spices meat and dou miao~! hahaa... nice nice~ but he cooded TOOOOOO much le~ =,=
21st April - went to alot of place~! haha~ also walked alot~ think i've shed 20 pounds~ XD from home went to central to meet jq and had lunch with him... after that send jq to his workplace and walked back to central to take mrt to lavender to get my sister's passport done... but cannot la so went to chinatown people's park centre to get some stuffs... also bought some deserts for my mama n sis and bunny~! rushed home to give my mum n sis their deserts cause my sis's desert is mango sago and has ice... went to bunny's house to pass her mama the angels and deserts and mini donuts~! haha~ stayed for awhile and went downstairs to change my contact lenses as i suspect i'm kinda allergic to the current contact lenses... after which i walked home... so after doing so much walking... i suppose i have slimmed down~! weE~ =D
22nd April - back to nua-ing at home too... wee~! hehe... i've completed the bear i was making like few days back and showed it to many people... they all say it looks better then the 1st one~! XD hahaha... i gave the first one to jq... lol... the bear is as shown below~! noticed anything missing? i didn't notice it until licong told me... =,= hahaha...

23 April / 24 April - gonna nua and have lessons... hahaa... started revising too... only completed 1 chap! XD haha... okiE~! back to nua-ing~!

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Happy Not Working

2008-04-09T12:03:00.012+08:00

bzbzbz weekend last week~

5th April - FridaY

Went to bunny's house to eat her mama's lor duck... DARN NICE~! haha~ her mama's gonna cook lor chicken next time when i go her house~! weE~ XD

Bunny also taught me how to make teddy bear and we used the cloth that we bought on thurs to do it... i had a hard time doing the head man... tada~! hahaa... Stitched the eyes and nose though you can actually just buy those read made ones and sew it on the bear...

After that went to bugis to meet naz, dejun, gina and jq for dinner at bugis junction... everywhere is like darn darn packed... we wanted to have sakae sushi but i wasn't even able to book the place like in the afternoon? *singapore flooding liaoz~* End up we went new york usa (if i'm not wrong) by billy bombers to have dinner... i took everyone's dinner pic but not mine... =,=

The dory fish not bad but the sausage better... =D

This one is jq ordered... its FREAKING thick... and he had problems eating it... hahaa...

Beef burger... notch bad la... i'm not a beef lover... hahaa... see the salsa sauce there? its DARN NICE i tell you! haha~ i even requested for more salsa sauces from the waiter... XD

At last~! desert~!!! My all time favourite, brownie with vanilla ice cream with hersey's chocolate sauce all over the brownie and some on the ice cream? =p

6th April - SaturdaY

Went to darling's house with my finally done teddy bear~! hehe~ though its not very pretty... but its the first bear i made so i find it soso la~ haha... gave it to jq... my first bear hor~! u better treasure it! =p

Played mahjong or rather gambled mahjong... XD lost alot man... but was very happy la... cause got darling's home cook food~! nice~!!! ^^

7th April - SundaY

Went to naz house to play mahjong too~! XD while waiting for jq... took this pic at Jurong East MRT... i believe most people who went to Jurong East before would know where i took this picture from... while i was stoning i realised there's a signboard telling people to not litter (i believe its the grass area around there)... but when i look around the sign... it was FULL OF LITTER... hahaa... and that man standing below the sign under the hot sun was happily chatting on the phone and looking at me taking pics of him not know that i'm taking pics of the sign and litters AROUND him... hahaha...

8th April - MondaY
Early morn jq called me to say that someone has jumped down or fall down the track and he was stuck at cck...

http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20080407-58377.html

when i was still working... every morning taking the mrt is like gambling my life... y? cause all those anxious people will be pushing from behind... god knows when i will be pushed down the track when the train is about to approach the station... its scary i tell you... all those people pushing and shoving when the train was about to reach the station... and those standing in front usually will be pushed beyond the yellow line before the reaches to a stop... usually i'll try to stand behind or what... or try to root myself to the ground... i won't be surprised if in future the news reports that someone got pushed down the track when the train was about to reach the station and die on the spot (cause its highly impossible not to die) due to inconsiderate and anxious people pushing and shoving to get to the front so that they can board the train... =,=

so to all my friends out there taking MRT... please please please please be careful especially those taking during the rush hours... and also jq... i rather you be late than anything happen to you... ok? =)

my first day at work at the clinic was quite ok... Doris taught me patiently and Dr Tan treated me very well too... and i kinda enjoy working there cause its so busy that time passes very fast? and also i learn about those medicines and such... so cool~ hahaha~ but my next working day is like still some time away... 18th April... so don't know if i still can remember all the medicines and such... XD but still i love my new job~ =D jq even come to surprise me after work... =,= was like so super shock to see him there... haha~ thank you jq~! for coming to pick me up after work and also buy me pai kia~! XD love you lots lots! *muackz~!* ^^

9th April - TuesdaY

Went to my friend's house to see her puppy a westie highland terrier... SO DARN CUTE~! hahaha... and its the first time i saw a dog chasing its own tail... =,= its sooooo innocent la... but lazy also la... ask it to sit... it sat for a few seconds and slided down and laid flat on this tummy... =,= haha...

Another pic of it... haha... its been sleepy all time man... haha... but overall its darn cute la... XD

Later got lessons and tomorrow too... sigh~ haha~ but at least i no longer need to face tons of paper every day~! wee~!!! XD so i'm a happy fish for now! =p

Officially OUT OF JOB~

2008-04-03T23:29:00.018+08:00

Dear ALL~

I've got an annoucement to make~

I'm officially OUT OF JOB~! LOL~! *grins* =D

My last day was on 1st April (April Fool's Day)... Wonder if people thought that it was a joke when i sent out the mail saying that it was my last day at the company... haha

Anywayz~ I'm happy to be out of the suckie place cause of the work and lousy up there... but i missed my fellow colleagues who have been very nice to me... ='(

Had 3 farewell lunches in all~!

Farewell Lunch 1:
Its at Kriston Gourmet or K-Gourmet located at Prince George Park in NUS...
the food is GOOD~

Look at all the foodies~! we ordered fried kuey tiao, chicken chop, fish n chips, seafood bee hoon soup? black pepper spaghetti, aglio oglio, blah blah... and Farmer's Chicken~! *pok keH~*
All the food are nice~!!! hahaha~ *droolS~*

Those above and these below are my indirect working colleagues... not in the same department but they all have treated me very well! share with me all the goodies and tips on how to lose weight and many more~! i'll miss them~ =(

Farewell Lunch 2:

Its at north point with my ex boss and current salespeople colleagues with Alice too~ went to delifrance to eat... was so happy and excited that i remembered to take pics of the food after everybody finished their food... =,= haha... the food wise nothing much to recommend la... coz delifrance food ish good in general no matter what you order... so... hahaha~

BUT~!

After we finished our food... i was asked to accompany my cute piggy to the toilet when i am still busy munching my bread... lol... i knew they were up to something~! hahaha~ XD but didn't know what was it... when i went back... they gave me a teddy bear holding on to a bouquet of flowers~!!! darn cute and pretty can!!! i instantly meltzZzZzZ~ haha~ its the 2nd bouquet i have received from them~!!! but i 4get to take pic again (as usual my absent-minded-ness)... the bear had its hands pined together so that it could hold the flower and the neck tied to the bouquet so that it wouldn't come off... poor bear... lol~

They settled the bill by buying the $100 delifrance voucher and giving me the remaining vouchers~! wee~! XD and on my way back to office... when i looked into what they have give me... i was like SHOCKED... haha... they all gave me $200 harvey norman voucher... =,= i duno what i should buy man... i wanted to get a Canon SLR camera... but i think maybe when i grow older bah... so still dunno wad to buy... other than that... my ex-boss Aileen gave me a book on Find Your Dream Job~ i hope i can find my dream job soon~! =)

and they lured me to the toilet so that they could write on the card... when i read it... i was very touched... really... this is my very first job... and my very first farewell... i didn't know that i had made so much difference in their working life... be it helping them running small errands or doing some other stuffs together... i really miss them... miss working with them... bitching with them... fighting together with them against others... *sob sob* but that place cannot contain me la... i'm out-growing that pond... i doubt i'm able to find such bonds next time when i go to an MNC to work or what... therefore i'm very thankful to be able to know them and be friends with them... =)

While the cute piggy was driving she handed me a small gift from her and lyn mui mui~ haha~ its a CARDHOLDER~!!! renoma brand somemore... =,= not very ex but oso not very cheap lor~ cause i sotong lost my ez-link card that's why they bought me a card holder so that i can separate my misc cards with important cards... very thoughtful... thank you very much too~! =)

Farewell lunch 3:

At Bloogies (dunno how to spell) near my workplace... have never been to this restaurant... but the food i tell you... DARN GOOD~!

This is cesar salad with cajun chicken... didn't know chickens have names... XD

This is a black pepper chicken chop... i think they grill it with charcoal... its VERY nice... smells nice... looks nice... tastes nice~!

This is my beloved distant relative... fish n chips... soso la... think the fish over-fried abit... the fries are SPICY~ i would rate this average la... still prefer perth's fish n chips XD

As you can see my pea brained dysfunction and i've forgotten to take pic of this famous roadhouse cajun chicken~! hahaa~ its GOD DAMN NICE~! haha~ the vege are like *woooH~*

There are a few more stuffs which i didn't put in coz either i forgot to take them or i forgot to upload... hahaa~ the saute mushrooms (shitake mushies) are GOD DAMN NICE x 2!!! when you bite the mushroom... all the mushroom juices would just splurt out~! *squirt squirt* and the crossed potatoes (criss-cut fries) with cheddar cheese is also DARN NICE~!

If you guys wanna try it out can go to Rail Mall along Bukit Timah Road... there's another branch there too... =)

Made with left over mayonise and capsicum~ added custard to form a nose but it ended up like LS on the nose so i didn't take the pic... too gross... XD

1st Day JOBLESS~

Went to meet my bunny for breakkie at Bukit Panjang Plaza's Mc Donalds~! i ordered a happy meal~! XD Chatted awhile and we went to Chinatown to get some stuffs... And rested at this desert shop at Pearl Shopping Centre? (the one opp Chinatown Point)... its located at level 2... there are 2 desert shops side by side... its the one with not so nice deco de... but i tell you... the food DARN GOOD~!

I ordered Mango Sago (on the left) and bunny ordered black seseame + walnut (on the right)... mine is VERY nice... i think serene piggy would like it... and the black sesame + walnut also notch bad~! not too thick... not too watery... just nice... and the seseame taste not like super strong... donno is it because of the walnut... but anywayz... its GOOD~

After that we went to SPOTLIGHT at Plaza Sing to get some stuffs (will show the end product some time soon)... and guess what? there is 20% off STOREWIDE FOR THAT DAY ONLY~! which is yesterday la~ haha~ there were like sooooooo many people~! After that the blur sheep came to find us but too quite some effort coz her fringe covering her eyes and she can't see us~ XD haha~ jkjk~ she sotong la~ we so big size cannot spot us... haha~ went mos for dinner before going for lessons... doze off abit nia la... but today totally never doze off ok~!

2nd Day JOBLESS~

Nothing much cause i stayed at home to watch korean drama the whole day... completed the show "Get Karl! Oh Soo Jung"... At first didn't watch cause the male lead has a qian bian lian (come beat me face)... but after that i was very interested in why the female lead ditched him on the wedding (kpo) so decided to watch it... plus that male lead yue kan yue hao kan (see more see more nice)... so i've finished the whole show~!!! XD

OK~! shall stop for now! will update more next week after my eventful weekend this week~! new part-time job starting next monday le~ so gotta slack and play as much as i can~!!! XD

Leaving for REAL~

2008-03-21T01:30:00.002+08:00

7 more working days and it'll be my last day...

and the funny thing is...

it happen to be on APRIL'S FOOL DAY~! =,=

HAHA~

had a heated meeting this morning... felt damn sucky when the dumb boss says that i'm not suppose to ask a question which i raised as i was concerned about the product that we are doing... if you guys are so good... do it yourself then... don't sit around and do NOTHING~

like what i read in a HR magazine...

People do not leave because of the job... its because of their managers (or supervisors or bosses)...

SERIOUS~! i can guarantee plus chop on this... haha...

i love my job... love it to the ultimatez...

i love my colleagues... though can be nasty at times and big bullys...

i love all the other non-direct-working colleagues... they treat me so well that i will miss them more than my boss...

i love the environment here as its near lynnie's hostel and the greenaries around...

i love it so much that i do not mind if i fail upteen times and have to re-take my papers if i were to continue with my job... seriously... i don't mind!!! =)

but why do i leave?

i told everybody the same reason... but everytime i repeat this reason... i feel like i'm cheating people... i told them... CAUSE I FAILED MY PAPERS~!!! haha... its the FACT that i did fail la... nothing to be proud of nor ashamed of... but if the boss is someone else... i don't mind the sacrifice... SERIOUS~!

but real reason for leaving?

MANAGEMENT... ie managerial level and above... its not that they are very strict or what... on the contrary... they are too loose... loose until they themselves can't be bothered... which makes me very irritated... as all the problems just keeps coming to me... i throw to them... they just swing it around... nobody solves it... the problems comes back to me again but louder and louder everytime it comes back... HORRIBLE~

seriously... I've had ENOUGH... i raise my points nicely... no reaction... i raise my points aggressively... negative reactions... i don't raise... my ears will be suffering and so is my brain...

that's why i'm leaving for REAL this time round... there will be many things that i will miss... but its not strong enough to counter that disgusted feeling i have collated over the near 1.5 years working here...

i'm happier leaving the company... much more happier... =)

2008-02-18T21:23:00.042+08:00

LLLLLLOOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGG EEEEEEEENNNNNNNTTTTTTTTRRRRRRYYYY

6th Feb - Chinese New Year Eve~

My dad made lots of nice nice food~ hehe~ da pics are as below:

Steam FisH~

Vege with Abalone~

Shark Fin's Soup~! niCE~! XD

Shark Fin close up shot!

Many shark fin and crab meat!!!

Went to lot 1 to meet him which is how we started quarreling again... but he made public apology le... so we all ok le.... check his public apology out at this website...

http://jianqi.wordpress.com/

7th Feb - 1st Day of Chinese New Year~

Went to temples to pray early morn... woke up like 6am in the morning... zzz... very tiring... after that went to my 2nd aunt's house to visit my granny and other aunts... was kinda early so mi and my parents went to watch CJ7 and went to the Sentosa Flowers 08... there was ALOT of ABNNs!!! ARGH~!!! and they are the flower spoilers~!!! took many pics... hehe~

The Entrance~

Sunflower~ damn pretty~ =)

Can see the many holes? Cause those ABNNs stand in the flowers and take photos~ =(

This is not a sunflower but looks very very nice~

Can see the many ABNNs hanging around? Imagine that amount times like 100~ lol

This pic is taken by my sis~ kinda liked it very much~

Xiu Qiu Hua~!!! Hydrangea~ very nice~! liked it very much~ =)

See the many people and ABNNs?! X,X

This is an example of how people trample the flowers~ =,=

They used the flowers to make models like this~ its a butterfly if you can figure it out~

This is a GIAGANTIC flower ball made of many flowers~!

After the flower thingy... we took like 45 mins to get out of freaking sentosa... was like so freaking hungry... then went to SIM next door the famous paper chicken... tada~! damn nice~!

Ordered some other food too~ but not as nice as the paper chicken~

This is their mango prawn~ not really very nice~ =( Overall their paper chicken nice nia~ XD

8th Feb - 2nd Day of Chinese New Year~

my cousins and their kids came over to our house to bai nian... their kids are like soooo big le... kids really grow up fast man... haha... then after that chiong to my dad's friend's house... he play mahjong we also played mahjong... the only difference is that there is no money involved~ XD too bad my batt spoil this period i can't really take much pics... wanted to take pic of his friend's dog peanuts... peanuts is like 8 yrs old (quite old for a dog)... but he's still very active... haha...

9th Feb - 3rd Day of Chinese New Year~

Went to mama's house... wanted to eat fondue... but we all forgot about it.. XD its still at her house... wah hahahaha... but at least we did sing K and played mahjong... i don't have any pics... =( i won 8 bucks~! 1st time man at Sheena's house~ XD after that we went orchard to watch movie... watched Kung Fu Dunk~ Nice~! haha~ jay chou very cute in the show... lol

10th Feb - 4th Day of Chinese New Year~
Went to auntie's house, whom i get to know when i was working at haagen daz and saw lots of my previous haagen daz colleagues~ auntie's house got doggie~!!! her name ish Ah Girl~! lol~ too bad i don't have pics... its with jq... will upload as soon as i have... cause i used his phone to take a number of Ah Girl's pics... she is DARN CUTE~! she let me take photo of her lor~ ^^ after that they gambled and we joined... won 20 bucks! *wooTz~* haha~

11th Feb - 5th Day of Chinese New Year~

Lao ban not in... hahaa... so didn't get my kao gong ang bao~ =( and i realise when i went to work... almost everybody is wearing new clothes... i didn't understand why... then my colleagues told me kao gong must wear new clothes~ =,= so that its more auspicious... hahaa... =,=

12th Feb - 6th Day of Chinese New Year~

Lao ban still not in!!! hahaa... have been busy with buying flowers and got last minute orders from Jia Wei's (an IA student in my company) friends... hahaa... thank you guys for the support! =) was brainstorming of designs on how to wrap the flowers too... hahaa...

13th Feb - 7th Day of Chinese New Year~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL HUMANS ON EARTH~! hahaa~ its 'Ren Ri' which means the birthday of every human on earth... hehehe... took half day leave today to buy flowers and prepare the flowers... after i finished wrapping... went to jq's house to bai nian... his mama's handmade cookies all damn nice~!!! lol~ XD after that jq accompanied me to deliver the flowers...

14th Feb - 8th Day of Chinese New Year cum Valentine's Day!

Made all these flowers myself from the orders i've take... =)

1 flower bouquet~

3 rose bouquet~

this is a 9-rose bouquet made out of red roses and formed it like a heart shape~

This one is made out of 6-roses~ this is my favourite~ but i tink the leaves is abit wrong~ =(

This is another 6-rose bouquet but i think the wrapper colour like abit wrong? ?.?

3-pink rose bouquet~ looks darn sweet~ =)

another 6-rose bouquet i made~ jq likes this one better~ haha~

Another 3-rose bouquet~ awwww~

Took 1 day off to do deliveries and go for lessons and finally celebrating V-day with jq after his work~! Went to pick him up around his work place and went to vivo... wanted to eat sushi tei but it was FREAKING packed! Saw Thiha, one of my juniors in np strings~ he was like a few in front of us in the queue? but he have been waiting for freaking 15 mins! we decided to go sake to eat instead at sentosa... but there was a queue too!!! we waited like 45mins before its our turn... =,= we ate and went to the beach to look at fireworks... after that also strolled on the beach... haha~ nothing special la~ XD

15th Feb - 9th Day of Chinese New Year~

Had a celebration at work~ got 'lang sai'! hahaa... its a tradition every year that they invite the lion dancers to make the place auspicious? lol~

they made 4 chinese characters and 4 numbers out or mandarin oranges~ hehe~ but too bad the number didn't open~ XD

After which they had lao yu shen~ from the left is Aaron, Kumari and Andy our new contract staff~!

After the battle of the yu shen~ this is what was left of~ XD a damn messy and sticky table~

This is a more cheng gong and not so messy yu shen~

This one must have been guys doing it~ XD cause its DARN MESSY~ haha~ but lao yu shen is all about the fun and not the food~ though its a kinda waste of food~

E'claire! cream puffs with chocolate coated on top~! DARN DARN NICE~! *MELTz~!*

This was the buffet spread~ notch bad la~ haha~

That night I went to plaza to meet sam and had toast and baked rice~ darn nice~! then we had a nice chat and went to her house to see some stuff before i headed home~

16th Feb - 10th Day of Chinese New Year
Went to QiMei's house for steamboat and gathering... THANKS QIMEI~! for organizing a gathering~! LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THE PRAWN MAN~! Isn't it BIG?!

Mua daughter and mua darling~! ^^

I saw lotsa panda fish cake and decided to make something out of it with them~ XD

Speak no Evil, Hear no Evil and See no Evil~! muah hahahha~ XD

We played mahjong and i WON~! 6 bucks nia la~ haha~ seems like a good year for me~ XD haha~ we also lao yu shen~! haha~ and made a mess again~ XD after that we went to watch movies @ *scape showing Happy Feet and TMNT~ notch bad~! haha~ but on the way home~ jq got bad tummy leaving him breaking cold sweat and turning pale~ =( its a stomach flu~ sigh~

17th Feb - 11th Day of Chinese New Year~

jq went to his friend's house and i thought that i would be bored stiff~ BUT! Heng jio me go his house mahjong~! WEEE~!!! mahjong again~!!! at first i won 17 bucks but i lost 25 in the 2nd round~ XD was like freaking shag and everything... only reached home 10 plus 11 but still gotta do my minutes after i've reached home and bathe... tiring~ z.z

18th Feb - 12th Day of Chinese New Year~

MY RESULTS WERE OUT!!!

1 Fail 1 Pass~ =(

19th - 21st Feb - Work work work~ *End of Chinese New Year =(

22nd Feb - After work~ went to movie nights to watch horror movie~! bought subway, chips, water~ wee~!!! ^^ shutter was DARN SCARY though i already knew the storyline~ Dorm on the other hand wasn't that scary~ as it is like casper the friendly ghost show~ XD

TODAY~ gonna go study with jq and after that we'll be going to movie nights to watch "Ah Long Pte Ltd" which will be showing at *scape~ haha~ *Wee~! will update more when i'm back~!

Thats all for noW~! long entry right? lol

BusY~

2008-02-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!!!

LONG WEEKEND IS ENDING~!!! ARGH~!!!

can feel the monday blue coming~ T.T

have been busy for the past 4 days...

will update photos soon...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL~!!! =)

2008-01-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

BAD DAY~

Started off the day very badly by hitting right into the METAL pole...

It was FREAKING LOUD... *BUANG~!* and i didn't realise until i heard the freaking out sound and i felt the pain... DAMN PAIN I TELL YOU... cause i didn't slow down before i bang into it... dumb~ and started tearing... saw a few colleagues then they were trying to clam me down cause i was like crying...

After that... started working... darn busy... didn't have my breakfast in the end due to the hetic schedule...

Finally during lunch i get to eat something... after that was full of work and meetings followed by work and meetings...

until i didn't realise the time...

rushed to prepare dinner...

went to catch the habour front bus...

nearly couldn't got up...

quarrelled with someone whom i will be waiting for 2 years just because he has to wait 30 mins...

cried all the way to lesson...

we argued on the phone during break...

i asked him, "Say Yes if you wish to break and find another girl!"

without hesitating... he said... Yes...

I was hurt... my heart shattered into pieces... my heart hurts more than my head... i couldn't think...

neither could i study...

the dinner prepared intended for lesson turned cold and was untouched...

i had only 1 meal today...

guess that's all i can say...

Monday

2008-01-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Monday...

BLUES~

VERY VERY VERY BLUE~

had a screwed up morning when there's no internet connection at the clinic... called Singnet so many freaking times... scream... shout... be nice... act blur... teh... blah blah... no use... blue~

then... doctor called and scold me... sigh... not my program... not my fault... not my co's fault either... its the other party's fault... got scolded for nothing... blue x2~

another doctor called... asked of the status of his clinic... nice doctor... but so sad... can't really help... coz outside... will do tomorrow... but hope he doesn't call in the mean time... blue x3~

clinic called... say there's some probs... tried to solve... luckily managed to solve... but still... blue x4~

suppose to rush back to office to celebrate my colleagues and boss's birthday... but i missed due to... sigh... i'm sorry... my bad... blue x5~

tomorrow still gotta go back to where i went this morn... i'm fine with it... but i've got alot of shit to clear... i dunno if i can take it... blue x6~

my monday blues are getting worse...

really...

i start to dread work...

dread everything...

just want to hide in my blanket...

BLUE~

2008-01-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

This ish an IMPORTANT announcement for those who are interested in buying flowers for Valentine's Day:

I WILL BE PROVIDING DELIVERY SERVICE @ $5 PER BOUQUET!!!

I will be taking 8-10 orders only for V-day cause need to time travel... So those who are interested quickly contact me bah~!

Closing date for orders (For V-day): 8th February

Orders after that would be subjected to availability (cause might not be able to get flowers... might la...)

Ad-Hoc orders will resume after V-day~ =)

2008-01-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

had a busy busy weekend this week man! Sat morn went to Sammy Bunny's house to get my stuff but end up got cookies and lunch cooked by Annie (Anything)~! haha~ nice nice~ the cookies also very nice! hehe~ after that went to collect my contact lenses and my flowers @ bukit timah and went back home~ went to Chinatown to buy some stuff to make b-day pressie...
NicE?
Side view of da flower... don't know how to take the photo in the way that it can see both front and side... XD

The b-day pressie I've made ish this! Its suppose to be a sun catcher... I've not really tested it... but it should be able to capture sunlight and reflect it...
Went to a baby shower this morning at Jeffrey, my colleague's house... his baby very cute~!!! =D first time I see his wife too... very chio~! and even after giving birth... she like never really put on alot of weight lor... so envy... i doubt this would happen to me next time... XD

After that went to my friend's 21st b-day celebration... as i just had food at Jeffrey's house and was very full... went to my friend's house couldn't really eat... so started stoning and watched tee bee... but was lost on my way la... dumb dumb... i took 913 and had to alight at the 10th stop... but the 10th stop is at like woodlands checkpoint there? after that then i found out that its around Admiralty MRT there... =,= so dumb! by then the 913 already reaching woodlands and i've went 1 big round... -,-

Finished all these (1 plate nia) which was scooped by the birthday girl... super full~!

This ish her b-day cake~! darn big i tell you... hahaha... okie... i'm tired... gonna stop blogging for now... more updates on the flowers tomorrow... hehe~

Yakiniku~!

2008-01-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, me and my colleague and ex-boss went out for dinner @ Tajimaya Yakiniku/Shibuya @ Vivocity~! hehe~ those vouchers i'm holding... unfortunately... not mine~ XD
We ordered garlic rice...

Ebi Tempura...
Shitake (uncooked) and chicken soaked in teriyaki sauce (raw)...
Premium America Beef (raw too)...
Pork collar (RAW!)...
Beef don't know which part...
And BBQ it on the spot~! haha~ we grilled all the raw food on this charcoal stove...
I tell you... the food is DARN NICE~!!! the beef is DARN JUICY (though i'm not suppose to eat)... after grilling it for some time on the stove... when you put the whole thing in your mouth and chew... all the juice splirts out!!! its damn fresh and juicy and tasty and nice~!

Pork... its DARN NICE TOO~!!! haha... all the juice coming out from the meat... i'm not exaggerating... the marinating sauce is darn good~! makes the pork even nicer~! The chicken not much juice la... but its tender and nice... hehe... the sotong is good too... the shitake not so wow la... coz its kinda small and doesn't really contain lots of juice... the sweet corn is darn sweet and nice... the garlice rice i tell you... VERY NICE~! haha... want to see how it looks like just scroll up... overall i find the food in here darn nice~! but i tell you... the price also darn beautiful... so unless you've got vouchers or discounts or have big fat bonus and such... i wouldn't recommend you to come here... especially those guys who eat ALOT... i tell you... the 1 plate of beef we ordered costs like 15 (if i'm not wrong) but has only like around 12 pieces of beef in it nia~! haha~ order more rice la in this case... but the garlic rice... its $3 per bowl~!!! *fainTz* but its all worth it la for an occasional self-pampering~! ^^

And for the desert... MOCHI ICE CREAM~! but its choc flavor... ='(
This is green tea ice cream... i highly recommend this one... its not those typical ones you get out there... very nice and refreshing~! ^^
After that we went for drinks and chat till like 12:45am... XD
Tada~! This is what I drank! hehe~ beer with sprite? if i'm not wrong... this pub has got nice german beer... we all ordered german beer mixes... hehe... NICE! but my ex-boss tell me its their sausages which is popular around here... this german pub cum restaurant is also located at vivo city level one... hehe...
Took pic of da Mannequins outside Forever 21 while walking to da carpark...
Okie~! that's all for today~! will be turning in early today cause gonna go jogging early morn tomorrow... tata~! =)

Panda~! took another cute doggie photo for ya~! XD its a Japanese Spitz in case you wanna buy one for me~ =p

-FlowerS-

2008-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

HeY ALL~!

This ish an announcement~

Anybody who wants to present flowers to their beloved ones on V-day (coming soon), B-day, C-day, etc. can contact me~!

I can help you wrap the flowers at a darn cheap rate you don't get outside! haha~ you can choose the flowers you want and also the design if you can provide me and I can help you wrap base on your budget~

Those who don't have my mobile~ drop me a mail bah~

fishluvsheep@hotmail.com

I can wrap le pass to you then you pass to your beloved bah~ XD

Sample of what I've wrapped before~

I'm not really out to earn money lar... maybe will collect like a few bucks (3-5?) ren gong fei but its more of an interest... =)

If wanna have extra pressies like crystal angel or dreamcatcher can let me know too... too bad i don't have sample pics yet... will upload sometime soon when i'm free bahz... XD

2008-01-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

Had homemade wu xiang (five spice pork) for lunch today together with instant noodles and sausages and lettuce from Alice... DARN NICE I TELL U...

Went all da way to Cluny Court along bukit timah there to get a freaking signature and got caught in the rain... =( but i've forgot to take pics @ Cluny Court there... darn nice place... but its ulu and nothing much there la... but if i'm not working... wouldn't mind spending my whole afternoon there... =)

Retard?

I think I'm getting more retard... I didn't know so many people left messages in friendster to wish me happy birthday/merry christmas/happy new year/etc... So Sorry Guys! i seldom check my friendster cause my life too happening and busy le... haha... soooooooo sorry... =(

Well... today is a freaking busy day @ work... i guess it'll be like that till my contract ends... sigh~ freaking busy i tell you... i don't have enough lines to fill up the list of things to do... and today after writing 25 things to do i only managed to cancel out 1!!!! ARGH~!

back to feeling low again...

Singapore~ The City of inconsiderate?

2008-01-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

Inconsiderate people are all around us... this morning when i was taking MRT... saw this pregnant woman standing right infront of this man... he was BUSY reading the papers cause there's so much to read... next to him was 3 sleeping woman and 2 reading woman... and another dazing woman... it didn't strike to me that the train was going to pasir ris (cause morning so kinda like mind not in a clear state)... after when i sudd remember that there's no transition at Jurong East... i was like freak~! wouldn't that pregnant woman have to stand for many stops?! and when i was staring at that guy... i saw that he looked at the pregnant woman awhile and looked back at his newspaper (idiot)... i wanted to knock at the glass to ask him to give up his seat to the pregnant woman (cause i'm near the door)... the man was lucky that one of the sleeping woman woke up and gave up her seat... wanna see how such a person look like?

TADA~! the inconsiderate ungentlemanly no heart fellow who loves nothing but the newspaper... is it so stressful to read a paper? oO Anywayz... I doubt Singapore would turn into a city of nice place for pregnant woman, old people and young kids... cause most people wouldn't bother to be more considerate for these people... its just one of another rants i have about living in Singaopre lar... don't mind me... =p

Okie~! let's put aside all the ugly stuff and come to the animal stuffs... went to pet lover's house at Vivo today during lunch... as shown in the picture above... its already decorated with many chinese new year decorations... those who have got dogs at home... lift your ears and your doggies ears and listen to this... pet lover's centre is having a SALE!

UP TO 40% OFF

DOG LOVERS, SCROLL DOWN!

Okie~! that's the end of doggie pics~! And i've got this pineapple balls as a return gift from dear's mum... DARN NICE~! hehe... thank you deaR~! thank your mama x2~! =p

YUMMY~!

WeekenDs~

2008-01-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

had quite an eventful weekend~

Sat ~ went to meet-the-parents and played ming xing san que yi (mahjong PC game) and had dinner there... after that went with dear to cine to meet the rest for dinner... XD didn't really ordered full meals but did eat some stuff too...

Had waffle below for dinner...

And also shared the cheese fondue below... =)

Catty had sausages... darn good too...

Gina had mushroom burger... haha... her fav...

After dinner we walked around for awhile before we watched body #19... its a very interesting show as in the storyline is very twisted here and there... took me some time to digest the story... but overall i would give it 2 thumbs up! =) the plot... the sound effect (minus some woman screaming throughout the show)... the scary ghost (but they say not scary =,=)... not bad la... haha... worth the $9.50! ^^

had supper at xin wang... dear had curry noodles... =,= *how come you won't grow fat de... T.T

The others ordered banana red bean paste and pig intestine powder...

papa ordered this noodle (no idea what it is...) but looks darn nice...

As for me... i ordered french toast~! ^^ but still feel the one at plaza tastes nicer~ =)

Reached home like 1:55am in the morn... XD lucky mama never kill me man... i thought she would... heng ar... haha... then woke up this morning and went for K-lunch... went abit nutty after singing quite awhile... den we went to watch a guitart concert at esplanade... quite nice... those people are pro man... lol

Nice pic? took it at the choc restaurant we went after the concert... the smell of choc ish like "OMG~!" haha...

Ordered all these food... darn darn nice i tell you! haha...

Choc fondue~! dark choc and milk choc with marshmellows, cakes, strawberries and bananas!

As you can see the interior is designed very nicely...

Another artistic deco...

The things they sell is like overly price? its quite reasonable... for like those stuffs above... we only spent like 50 odd? haha... its located at esplanade #01-06/08, shop called Max Brenner Chocolate Bar... after eating it... you'll feel damn xing fu~!!! haha... feel like you are in love with the chocolate... lol...

Had quite a happy weekend this week... was feeling all low and demoralised and sian and sad and all the negative feelings la... but felt sooooooo happy after today had so much fun and good food the past 2 days... thanks everyone~! for everything~! =)

Upcoming schedule for this week~

Tues Night - YoGa~ *OhM~!*
Wed Night - Lesson *zzz
Thu Night - Lesson *zzz
Fri Night - Going out with SC, WK and AL *lol*
Sat - Going to buy stuff with dear
Sun - Morn: Baby Shower~! *never attend before wor... so excited!*
Sun - Afternoon: Funka?
Sun - Late Afternoon: Attend b-day celebration

Wah... bzbzbzbzbz week... hehe... okie~! me shall stop blogging le~! shall update again soon~! ciao~!

List of things to do~

2008-01-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

I have been very busy this week~ sigh~ don't have time for myself~ can't feel the peaceful-ness in myself the whole of this week~ quite a bad week~ =( all my sense of humor (coldness) all gone~ i'm so not myself~ sigh~ where's the happy crazy fish~ T.T

List of things to do when i'm in the office is freaking long... i can take like hours to write?

List of things to do TODAY! Date: 01/01/01
1. AAAAAAAAA
2. BBBBBBBBB
3. CCCCCCCCC
4. DDDDDDDDD
5. EEEEEEEEE... ... ...

at the end of the day... this is what it'll look like...

List of things to do TODAY! Date: 01/01/01
1. AAAAAAAAA
~~2. BBBBBBBBB~~
3. CCCCCCCCC
~~4. DDDDDDDDD~~
5. EEEEEEEEE... ... ...

There's still like so much that i have not completed on the list of things to do TODAY? On the 2nd Day...

List of things to do TODAY! Date: 02/02/02
1. FFFFFFFFF
2. GGGGGGGGG
3. HHHHHHHHH
4. IIIIIIIII
5. JJJJJJJJJ... ... ...

At the end of the 2nd day... this is what you'll see...

List of things to do TODAY! Date: 02/02/02
1. FFFFFFFFF
2. GGGGGGGGG
~~3. HHHHHHHHH~~
4. IIIIIIIII
5. JJJJJJJJJ... ... ...

Therefore if I combine all the un-done list of things to do in my list of things to do... it'll be like...

List of things that HAVE NOT BEEN DONE...

1. AAAAAAAAA
2. CCCCCCCCC
3. EEEEEEEEE
4. FFFFFFFFF
5. GGGGGGGGG
6. IIIIIIIII
7. JJJJJJJJJ... ... ...

sigh~ see~ its like endless~ i'm like a work place cinderella~ have loads of chores to do~ T.T

Cause of work~ i missed my lesson today~ taxation~ didn't get my textbook~ went in and was like so freaking shock at what the teacher was teaching cause it seems like they've gone very far~ missed the 1st lesson of this module cause got stomachache~ now cause of work~ sigh~ i have so many things to do but i still gotta do other people's stuff~ sigh~ i so feel like crying now~ maybe cause too stressed and pressured i guess~ sigh~

feeling low~

1st lesson~

2008-01-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

started my F5 module today~ seems like a breeze~ haha~ cause its similar to F2? hehe~

anywayz~ had kfc @ compassvale and had diarrhoea~ =( after that it rained heavily and stopped immediately after i got out of compassvale after i bought a umbrella~ diao~ =(

so went to client's place with a bad stomach~ =( but luckily it cleared up an hour later~

Confidence~

on my way back today... saw a woman who isn't too pretty neither too ugly... she's got like specs so much better den her small eyes... those metal gold colour rims de... wearing kinda oversized black pants and top with a jacket over it... she looks like she's 20 plus (imagining without her clothes)... but she's like 30 plus with that kinda clothes on and her posture... she's slouching and doesn't carry herself well... with confidence...

she has no boops... no ass... yet wearing over sized clothes... which makes her look so small... like she's wearing her sister's clothes to work... maybe she's an accountant or what cause i saw her coming out of my school there... she doesn't groom herself neither does she walk with confidence... she was like carrying those typical OL big black bag...

if i were her...

i would wear fitting clothes which will flatter my slim body... would wear more vibrant colours or white pants at least since i'm like so slim so can wear almost any colour bottom? i will remove those specs and not bundle my hair into one lowly tied pony tail... i would let it down and do big curls! hehe~ in short... there's something that woman can do about it and she'll look gorgeous...

like what sam said...

there is no ugly woman but lazy ones... i guess i'm one... XD

but after what i've seen on her... i realise what sam said is true... i have to be more confident of myself... have to stop slouching... gotta work harder to shake of my bottom fats... argH~! sian~
*lazy bones acting up*

okie~ gotta go koonz liaoz~ tomorrow still got lesson and its on taxation~ feeling darn brain dead now~ ciao~!

no mood

2008-01-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

sigh~ going to work now does not bring me any fulfilment... the dreaded feeling when going to work is starting to come back... hardly have this kinda feeling unless the job is boring or has no fulfilment...

its not boring in this case as i have many monkey stunts to do day-in-day-out... so i wouldn't classify this job as boring... in fact... its interesting... haha... the most challenging and happening job i've ever had so far...

job title...

Account Executive (Sounds wOw~ but pay wise~ haha~)

job description...

Hmmm~ HR didn't exactly spell out what my post suppose to do cause don't have my post in the division before? haha~ but anywayz... this is what i do everyday...

Check voicemail early morn... call back if need be... answer phone calls from clients/potential customers/call centre/tech team/BD exec/reception/blah blah... check my pathetic 10MB mailbox full of mails... reply mails... write mails... process application form... run up and down... prepare starter kits for new clients... run up and down... fax singnet application forms... email singnet back and forth... enter application form details into me-and-jason's creation (C.A.M.S.) run on access... prepare new application forms... prepare white files filled with nothing but paper... prepare training user guides in case of training... coordinate trainings if any... help out to train too... planning of events at times... preparing the event... coordinate everything... (darn tired i tell you but darn rewarding)... helping out in support cases whereby user don't know how to use and guide them step by step via phone (can kill man cause you can't see what they are seeing)... help out in support cases whereby user unable to submit some stuffs... follow up in these support cases... provide feedbacks and make sure its been follow-uped (darn hard when you've got 100+1 things to do)... help them to set up their internet connection... be it 1 modem to 1 computer or 1 router to many computers (sudd turn into an IT fellow =,=)... help them troubleshoot their internet at times... inform tech team what things that i want to update in our website (v long never update le XD)... blah blah blah la... too many for me to list here...

So as you can see... my job is very interesting as you can see... as the things that i can do is like limitless... there are alot of things i want to do other than those listed above just that i'm too freaking tied up with all these that i'm unable to do... don't thing i'm allowed to disclose... but anywayz... i can keep myself busy enough in this job... just that i don't get fulfilment as i've heard too many complains and there's nothing much i can do but to be a listening ear... i've tried to help my customers fight for things they want and i feel that its important to them and should be easy to fulfil... but seems like everything is hard... sosososo hard man... i kinda doubt if i should stay in a semi-gov co or move on to a small local firm where there isn't so much bureaucracy and such... its hard to get things moving... even installing a freaking software i have to like ask 2-3 people and they will all bomb me with different questions and i'll have to find out the answers and throw it back to them before they go down to install... =,= all these things eat into my time... hahaa...

Conclusion?

Most prob gonna quit la... unless my vp convert me to perm and give me like 2.2K as my pay... *wah hahahaha... dream on man...* lol

sigh~

no mood~

lunch for today:

Cheng huang miao yang chong you la mian (in short onion oil noodles) with xiao long bao~

ciao~

Eh?

2008-01-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

BORED~

very~

BORED~

haha... have been slacking whole day... watched doraemon early morn... went out with dear for a while... went back home... packed clothes... now blog~

while i was packing... cute hamster sleeping was spotted...

Usually she'll curl herself up in her house or her fav spot to sleep... but today she chose to stick her head out... so cute... haha... and I keep disturbing her don't let her sleep... XD

Anywayz... saw this dog the other day at vivo... i was shock man... they wrinkles he has on his body... speechless... lucky those wrinkles are not on my... or else... hahaha... anywayz... Serene told me the more wrinkles they have the more expensive they are... why isn't that the case for woman? =)
Went munchie monkeys on Thursday with Serene... it is soooooooo spacious now... don't know where all the people gone to... i thought lessons had already started... hmmm...
I missed my ex-boss... =( i missed the feeling we had last time when we were all happily eating away together as a team... when you don't know each other so well yet... she will always order lagsania and coke along with the brownie and van ice cream below shared among the rest of us...

awwww... missed those days... =)

work nowadays sucks like shit... i know shit happens everyday... its just that recently more shit have been lending on my head and shoulders... need to transfer them to the wall instead man... haha...

i'm back to being a confused pig now in many things and i guess i'll need to go to some cave and hide to meditate... if anybody got lobang please let me know... thankZ~! ^^

2008-01-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 TO ALL MY FELLOW HUMAN FRENZ, ANIMAL FRENZ, RELATIVES BE IT RELATED OR NOT, GRANNIES, GRANDADS, KIDS, WIVES, JIAN FUs, YING FUs, BLAH BLAH BLAH (lazy to write)~!

New Year Resolution?

Serene (my colleage + supervisor) asked me this yesterday when we were mahjong-ing~

she asked mi to name 3...

1. JIAN FEI~! hahaha... thats the first thing that came outta my mouth~ cause i'm really gonna get stuck on my door if i don't do something about it~ haha~ i'm A FREAKING 57 KG NOW~! BELIEVE IT OR NOT! (i guess most of you will believe it~ T.T)

2. EARN LOTSA MONEY AND DEVELOP MY CAREER~! which now i'm like freaking lost... its like a 50/50 chance i might stay on or might not... the meter of quitting anot like goes on and off... many reasons why i would wanna quit (coz kinda screwed) and many reasons why i wouldn't wanna quit (coz i really loved this job and the nice lady clinic assistants that have been very nice!)

3. MAHJONG??? i haven't really thought of what my third resolution will be... but have been mahjong-ing quite abit... temper no good sia... *shakes head*... cause have been receiving all the crap tiles and lost like mad... weird thing is that when i concentrate... i would end up making stupid mistakes but if i just don't bother about the win/lose part i can play slightly better... =,=

anywayz~ i think it has really got something to do with luck man~ haha~ coz today~ ITS THE FIRST TIME I FINALLY WON AFTER ROUNDS OF LOSING~! hahaha~ by my conclusion about mahjong overall? DAMN CHOR IF KEEP LOSING AR~! hahaha~

i will update once i have thought of my third resolution... hehe...

had quite a busy week for the past 2-3 weeks... filled with loads of shopping... gathering... outings... celebrations... totally not in the mood to work manz... hahaha... anywayz... though so busy and such... i'm still very happy and grateful that i have so many friends that i can share my time with so much activities... =)

Thank you organizers for organizing all those fun-filled activities... its not easy putting something together... and also thank you those for attending those activities as everybody's busy with their own schedule and its hard to squeeze time from those tight schedule~!

last but not least...

THANK YOU DEAR~! *muaCkz~!* =)

we've had quite a year... filled with ups and downs... quarrels and happy moments... though this year had been quite a quarrelsome year... i'm gald we made it through... i'm really sorry for all the temperments i've thrown at you... hehe... coz you've spoiled mi XD haha... sorry for falling sick all the time and being a sick baby needing you to take care of... thanks for pei-ing me here and there though you are tired and such... thanks for lending me your shoulder whenever i needed it the most... you understand me and know me too well that i'm like an open book to you le... XD haha... all my bad habits you also know to the max... XD haha... enjoyed being together with you and having fun with our not-so-fun activities... we'll have a tough year ahead next year cause you'll be leaving me for NS... so while we still can see each other everyday and talk so often... let's treasure this time for now okie? who knows what will happen after you go into NS... i'm afraid of what will happen after you go into NS but i hope we can walk this through together!
I LOVE YOU LAOGONG~! *MUACKZ~!*

2007-12-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

AHH~!!!! EXAMS COMING~!!! AHH~!!!! i'm going nuts man... business + corporate law is never my forte... i suck at memorizing... cause i'm a USB 2.0 Flash memory with a memory space of 25MB XD

i'm studying the diff business organization... what's sole proprietorship, partnership, blah blah... told my dear i've got big prob memorizing... then we talk talk talk and he came to a suggestion where by why not make it funny and i'll be able to memorize it better? =,= and i totally turned nuts and started blabbering this... *those who are taking law papers might wanna take a paper and pen and write these down...*

14 Properties of Partnerships

1. Partnership is a bunch of monkeys who get together to do monkey business so that can earn bananas not peanuts...

2. Laws on partnership can be found in partnership act 391 and cases laws governing partnership... (this one's more zhen jing)

3. Partnership does not have a separate legal entity which means partners and business is seen as one... (this one's more zhen jing too)

4. Partnership has unlimited liability which means tt fellow can owe people lots of money up till the moon... (i starting to be abit cranked up)

5. Partners are legal persons... (still cool~)

6. Partners are agents... they represent the partnership... so wad ever monkey business they sign... other monkeys are binded to it... so if you got one poo poo monkey likes 2 get poo poo business... its either u clear the shit then leave the partnership or prepare 2 b a bankrupt monkey... (hee~!)

7. When one monkey ones to leave the gang... the whole gang will hafta disband and regang...
that includes when a monkey wanna join too... gotta disband and reband... so mafan... (wee~!)

8. All monkeys are to share their bananas equally among each other unless otherwise stated or agreed... so no monkey fight... (wahhhhhh~~~)

9. All monkeys banana incomes are taxable at a personal income tax rate... therefore less bananas for them... (wah hahhahaa~~~)

10. All professional monkeys who specilize in law and accounting or other professionals may form a partnership which comprises of more than 20 monkeys... (professional monkeys!)

Otherwise, 11. Its illegal to haf 20 monkeys together doing monkey business base on cap 17(3) of the partnership act... (>.<)

12. Monkeys will also have to pay for public taxes and their monkey accounts are not available for public... means no humans can read the book of monkey accounts which is full of bananas... XD

13. Rights of the monkeys is non-transferrable nor assignable to any other hou zi hou sun unless the rest of the monkeys agree to it... (nuts nuts nuts~)

14. Best of all... when the monkeys wanna start business... they dun nid spend alot of bananas bribing the monkey god nor nid to pray to monkey god (as in little formalities)... (wo feng le~!)

Haha... this is the end of partnership properties using monkey as an example... would like to make a disclaimer notice... the monkeys written in this article is not referring to anybody in specific or out to humiliate anybody... this is written purely for your reading pleasure and for my distressal... please do not sue me for what ever reason... if you wish to use this very good article/example/tool/blah for your own purpose... please inform me at 91509851 as this is patented and copyrighted by me me and only me at this patent number 20070312-2957190. Thank You and Good Nite~!

2007-11-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Foodie piCs~ LeT's DrOOL~

These are some food pics I've took during some conference at Raffles Convention Centre... was there on sat n sun =( for work cause got a booth there... but anyways... at least i get to taste these delicious delicacies? Hahaha... one of the perks in my job... to attend exhibitions and eat all the nice foodies~! *dRooLz~* haha~

X_X

2007-11-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

have been busy lately and didn't have the time to blog though I've got lots of pictures i wanna post... XD

took a pic of my hamster while she's sleeping... hehe...

caught a pic of a cute doggie during lunch time at a pet shop... awww... so CUTE~!

First time i've tried donut factory's donut... the Double Chocolate Donut is the BEST! >.<

2 chihuahua felt cold n cuddled... so heart-warming... =)

Had to clear this stack of mailers... fold until hand break... ='( lucky got help from Alice, Faye, Edison, Matthew, Belinda~ =)

Went for The Body Shop Make-over Marathon...

Tada~!

Saw this darn cute poka dot car... NicE?

Does it look like this banana? hahaa~
This brownie is NICE~! gotta try~ at douby ghaut exchange~ =)

Realised there's a mistakE? *whose bird they're selling anyway? XD

Laogong and mE~! *^^*

Last but not least~ an artistic photo taken on my way back home~
Okie~! gotta go sleep le~! Tata~! ^^

Story of a SHIT

2007-10-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

This is a story about a shit~

In any organization... division... blah blah... there is always a pile of shit...

There's always a leader who will distribute the shit to his people... but the leader would never have to deal with the shit as he would always have his people to help him clear the shit...

People who receive the shit will receive in different portions... some more... some less... some people will be happy with their shit... some would not be happy...

Watery shit... which you get if you had diarrhea... how does it come abouT? O,o

Some people who received the shit are not happy with their shit... no matter in what portions received... they'll add in more water and turn it into diarrhea and pour it onto other people's bowl...

For example: 1 portion of shit + 3 portions of water = 4 portions of diarrhea

Make sense? 1 + 3 = 4 mah... XD

So for example Person A gets 2 portions of shit but Person B gave Person A 2 portions of his diarrhea so Person A in total gets 4 portions of Shit + Watery Shit!

Person A would definitely not be happy as they received extra shit but still given the same amount of pay... Or rather they are paid 1000 coins to clear 2 portions of shit but now has to clear 4 portions of shit in total... =(

Other people who received the shit and are not happy with their shit... will do their best to clear the shit with whatever incentive they receive... though they do it unhappily... but they still do with all their might and passion... in the end... their hard work paid off... they cleared their own shit themselves! weE~! ^^

At the end of the day... when we were to gather all the shits that everyone has cleared back together... we will realise that we have more shit than what we began with... why is this so?

because of the people who don't do their piece of shit and turned it into diarrhea instead... they increased the overall shit... aka workload... and de-moralise the whole team... these people are known as the "black sheep"...

you only need 1-2 black sheeps to create a chain effect and affect the whole team... it'll drag the whole team down... the black sheep will create diarrhea to and pass it on to the team and soon... those who cleared the black sheep's shit will feel tired and give up... feeling tired and de-moralised... they might even attempt to quit the team...

Despite all these happening... the leader wouldn't know what was going on within the team as the leader is always floating on top and wouldn't care as long as the shit is cleared...

The End... (no more inspirations le~ XD)

STOMACH FLEW

2007-10-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm~ why am i bloggin at this time of the day?

CAUSE I'M ON MC~!

WAH HAHAHAHAHA~

got stomach flu AGAIN... it seems never ending...

how did it start?

No idea man... felt that my stomach was abnormally weird... pooed twice a day for consecutively a few days... had loads of wind in my stomach which leads to you know what (burping and farting)... so pai sei... XD then on Sat... the final blow came...

why?

CAUSE I DUMB DUMB!

we went to celebrate Alvin's birthday... went to thai express... i ordered glass noodles... *YUMMY~!* and tried other people's food too... nicE~! then... cut ice-cream cake... eat cake... go sing k... when i reached there...

*POOF~*

I'm stuck in the toilet all the while people were singing in the room... =,=

Reason?

I only realised after I had rounds and rounds of tummy ache that i mixed green curry with the ice-cream cake... CURRY + ICE-CREAM = KILLER! according to the doctor... that triggered the stomach flu... before that I already had symptoms but i thought it was indigestion... I WAS WRONG! which lead to a fatal stomachache... T.T

That night was TORTUROUS! after rounds and rounds of pains that made me shiver like mad in the toilet and that stupid shit refuses to come out... want to shit can't shit want to vomit also can't vomit... made my whole body freaking weak... and then... i decided... to... SURRENDER!

haha... my friends helped me flagged a cab and *pooF~!* i was on my way to a 24-Hr clinic... but before that my lao po and nu er already gimme med to eat... but its not really that effective until the later part...

reached the bloody clinic finally but the consultation fee was SCARY~! It was hari raya puasa... consultation alone costs 64 bucks!!! OMG~ *fainTz* intended to stay... but after much thought... it definitely add up to 80 plus 90 nearing 100... therefore decided to take a risk and go home and wait till the next day morning...

but end up didn't consult a doctor until yesterday...

Thanks for those who helped me that night to get medicine, cabs and tissues... (the freaking toilet has NO TOILET PAPER! *kill mi man*) and for those who showed their concern... i'm fine now... *obviously* and guess still got a long long way of stomach problems to face in future... XD hahaha...

advice to all... please DO NOT mix CURRY with ICE-CREAM!!! cause COCONUT MILK DON'T LIKE COW MILK! *duhZ*

=p

2007-09-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

wEE~! its blogging timE~!

had been busy with work for the past week... darn busy n shag.... hahaha... went for lesson as usual on Fri and doz off for like half of the lesson... think too shag le... hahaha...

yest went mount faber... finally get to go!*^^* haha... got lost initially... didn't noe how to get ther... but luckily we were nearby... hehe... so climbed our way up... the hill darn darn high la! climb until i pant like wad... hahaha... oso tink coz i too long nv exercise le bahz... hahaha... the air is darn darn fresh i tell you... love the environment there... took some pics... hehe...

also saw tis cute lil cat sitting outside this souvenier shop like a zhao cai mao liddat...

there's also a restaurant... toilets... blah blah... we continued further up and reached the cable car station... v nice view from there... also got a posh restaurant or something like that which has a sign outside sayin that the dress code is "SMART CASUAL"... hahaa... its the first time i see a restaurant puttin up a big sign telling their customers what to wear... lol... we also reached the faber point and took some pics... but the loading speed for the blog ish tooooooooo slow... haha...

after climbing so high up... we wanted to head back to vivo for dinner... but the cable car tics are like so ex and its for travelling to sentosa... therefore mi and my dear decided to exercise more by walking to habour front... we followed the signs and everything... and realised that vivo is actually quite near mount faber... =,= nxt time i would know how to get there le... hahaa...

went to vivo... had dinner there... got herbal soup... xian cai ya tang... salty vege duck soup... i like the one my dad's fren'z wife... Auntie Lily's salty vege duck soup... darn good i tell you! anywayz... i wanted to try the chef's skills... turn out... its like qing teng... =,= there were more bones than flesh on the duck and everything is bland and the veges are very vey VERY soft... even an ah ma without teeth has no problems consuming the veges... this is the amount of bones found after i finished the whole thing...

we were like discussing... how come its sooooo bland... then... i came up with a theory...

assuming...

with 1 duck n 3 salty vege n 5 tomatoes... the chef can cook 5 bowls of conc salty duck soup...

if the chef cooks everything and adds in 50% extra water and cook till all the ingredients softens to the max (this is when the ingredients taste has been extracted to the max)... the soup would be bland but still has the taste...

he then distributes all the ingredients and bland soup into 10 containers to further cook hoping that more taste could be extracted from it (which is almost impossible)... and sell to his customers the final producT! tadA~! his profit margin sure max by 50% or even more... hahaha...

but i think its unethical la... (after going through accounting lessons and having my dear lecturer emphasizing to us the importance of business ethics)e other guy who bought something from that shop also gave a weird look... like he's not satisfied with his soup and keeps staring at the chef... haha... btw... its a herbal soup shop located at vivo city kopitiam... *hope i don't get sued for this* >.<

this morn... woke up early for lesson... 9am on a sunday morning... T,T but nevertheless... i still manage 2 be on time for lesson ok! haha... reached there... and guess waD? the lecturer finished it in less than an hour! >.< i thought he's going to release us after that... *which i most prob will kill him for asking us to be there so early in the morn and lesson finishes in less than an hour* but we went through the questions and also touched abit on the new topic... the topics that he went through so far are still managable... i understood all... =) *pats on da head*

after that went to meet my dear for my lunch which he was late for 20 mins... =,= so went shopping around... realised there has been like so much things on sale... but it has been like that for the past few years? *scratches head*

then we went to liang court... on our way... we stopped by a turkish ice-cream stall... they haf a special ice-cream which does not fall if u were to hold it upside down for awhile... i don't know if it can be like that for a few hours... anywayz... dear never seen it before and was shocked... haha... too bad i didn't film it down... =p reached liang court's this japanese supermarket and started drooling...

the cakes are not very expensive... are of reasonable price i would say... and they look sinfully delicious... >.< but as we had lunch le... so would prefer ice-cream for dessert... this is their ice-cream... weird cone shape and such... but i tell you... its as good as haagen dazzzzz... >.< SINFUL~!

and i realised... their fruits and vege are arranged very neatly and nice... you couldn't find those fruits or veges being squashed or pinched by the aunties while picking or choosing...

if only NTUC is like that... awwww... =( if all aunties don't squeeze or pinch while picking the veges... less veges would spoil and they would all look nice and everything would be sold and nothing would be wasted... imagine NTUC has to throw away all the unwanted veges? =(

anywayz... these are how the raw fish section... sashimi... sushi... and many other seafood... it all look damn darn nice la... i don't dare to pick up most of them to have a closer look coz i'm afraid i would spoil it... hahaha... so most of them i onli view it from far like this...

all looked damn delicious ritE? hehe... also found some hairy crab and a rare shell creature... hahaha...

after all these... we walked to central point and took a break... n took lots of zhi lian photo which cannot post coz will take mi decades to load it online... haha... and my dear bought me mini doughnuts~!!! haha... at first i didn't want to buy it coz its expensive... but after he bought it for mi... i didn't regret! its so delicious~! too bad i finished it b4 i could took photos of it... its darn darn nice man... i shall take pics of it when i'm back at the shop bahz... which is not anytime soon as i will be darn busy for the next 2 weeks... time really files man...

last but not least... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING~!!! i have not forgotten that yesterday was your birthday... hope all your dreams come true and may your career go on to greater heights! luv you~! *muackz muackz~!* =)

Passion

2007-08-25T10:28:00.000+08:00

woke up damn early this morning... *yawnZ~* =)

Passion~

Why am I still in this job though the pay sucks and there's so much things to do?

The reason is simple...

My passion for this job... =)

It a job which has both IT and Business things in it...

Business in the sense of marketing stuff... get to do events... come up with brochures... ideas to promote on our product... blah blah...

IT in the sense that I have created a database for CRM purpose using Access with my dear ex-colleague Jason and now I'm venturing into Salesforce (but too busy to do further exploration)... Will have the sense of achievement~ =p like that kinda feeling...

Environment~ people here are very nice to me... VERY~! lol... Alice shares with me her goodies~ Jeffrey enlightening me to keep my cool whenever i bump into difficult people~ Serene always there to bitch with me whenever we face problems at work~ Winston who stands up for us when we kenna bullied~ and many other people~ ^^

FooD~ ALOT OF GOOD FOOD AROUND AR~! haha... Winston would always drive us nearby to source for good food... one of them is the bak kut teh... XO fish head bee hoon... blah blah blah...

paid-to-do-almost-nothing

2007-08-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

wEE~! 2nd consecutive day i've blogged... hope i can continue my stamina for blogging~!

working world~

full of many different kinds of people~

one of them... is the paid-to-do-almost-nothing...

How did they get such a job? i bet everyone out there would like to have such a job toO~ >.<

~~~ Criterias ~~~

- TOP TOP CRITERIA*****you MUST have AT LEAST a MBA... the more the merrier...

- there's a reason why you have to go for Business Studies instead of other engineering courses... so that you can Bull Shit better...

- Apple polisher... that's a MUST...

- Hide-N-Seek expert level... why? so that you can hide the fact that you are not working while seeking fun from whatever there is on your computer to keep you entertained while doing nothing...

- GREAT LIAR - this one... another MUST have technique... so that you can lie your way through... like... "so how's work?"... "Fine!(of course... i'm practically paid to do nothing...)"...

- Questioner... how would your boss knows that you are doing your work? by the questions you ask... if you were to ask outdated questions... its obvious that you are not updating yourself on what's going on around you... if you were to ask dumb questions... its even obvious to the boss that you don't even know your things well or be bothered enough to at least get the facts right...

- Sympathy~ you'll need it... DEFINITELY... why? its IMPOSSIBLE for your colleagues around you to be totally blind to EVERYTHING you do... some how... some way or another... they will learn about the truth some day... its just a matter of time till they know about it... so to prevent them from ganging up against you and report you to the boss whom you've impressed so much... try tackling them first by gaining their sympathy... like... "i need this job... i really really need this job... if i'm jobless... my sick mother would have no supplies of her medicine... my kids would starve... my wife would run away with another man... blah blah..." after pouring all these sad sad things to them on and off... they will buy in your story... and even if one fine day they found out about it... they would still let you off... this is one of the higher level techniques...

- Tai-Chi~ you'll be surprised even non-chinese knows that too... haha...

i guess more or less its there... so with this techniques in hand... you could sit down... get couple of thousands... do whatever you what... but not forgetting to cover up your own ass... and impress your boss... guess this is how slackers in the real world works...

As a student... we more or less experienced slackers in a group during projects... obvious lazy ones... who couldn't be more or less bothered... some who are very manupilative and passes on work to others while giving them a false impression that they are working very hard? (these guys are very very very VERY scary... they can turn the whole world against you... these kind of people should be avoided...) last but not least... the "but i tried" slackers... who do their work... but... its JUNK... and they would usually say that they've tried their best... who would believe when whatever junk they have produced happened to be extracted in exact words and phrase from a website? its not easy to find out...

But slackers and a working organization? IT KILLS...

Why?

Many reasons...

people seeing his example... yet in boss's good books... would be demoralised...

people earning less than them... working like mad... would be demoralised...

people hoping that every single one in the company would strive to achieve great ambitions would feel demoralised because of their behaviour...

and many more which i am to depressed to state further more...

these people are eating up resources of the company but do not produce any results or outcomes... they further worsen the situation be demoralising the people around them... with their pay... the company could hire a few more cheap temps or contracts to do that 1 person's job?

In an organization... headcounts are as important as achieving targets... if you do not hit the target... you are not allowed to hire more... but with so little people... how are you going to achieve your goals? in this kind of situation... a good leader would manage their resources more tactful by employing more low cost and efficient workers instead of a goose which doesn't even lay eggs?

And in this kind of situation... especially an initial stage of launching a product whereby there is very little manpower and very little product awareness in the market with lots of uncertainties... team work is very very very VERY important...

why?

for example... in this team of 4... there is a group leader who bonds all of them very tightly and closely... whenever they have problems... they would stay up and solve it together... they went through thick and thin... they are willing to OT with no extra pay because of the bond which they all haf with each other and the leader... things will progress very quickly...

but when the team is lead by a group leader... who knocks off on the dot... would anybody willing to go through thick and thin with him? not only that... he doesn't bond the group... the team does not have any sense of belonging... they do not rely on each other in times of difficulties... instead... all of them came up with one solution each for 1 problem... there is no coordination nor coorporation... the leader doesn't care... so do they... everybody knocks off on time... nobody OT for free... nobody cares about it... and no progress is made...

this is what the working world taught me... this is what made mi who i am today... it could not be taught in lessons in sch... nor could it be learnt in sch... it could only be experienced and hence you develop your own theory from there... what i say today... i might alter down the road... depending on where i advance my career... this is just an initial stage... but i've learnt alot... really...

my advice to those who do not wish to go into the working society so soon... pls... get in ASAP... part-time... or vacation job... whatever... just try working a few months... it WILL benefit you... =)