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Monday, June 29, 2009Y
Monday blues

yay~! going to redang soon le~! super super look forward to the trip man~! =D

watched the finished the drama 花样男子 online FINALLY~! nice nice show~ hahaa~ find it betta den the taiwan meteor garden~ but heard tt the jap one betta~ when free den watch bahz~ XD

liked one of the songs in the drama~ didn't know wad's the lyrics initially coz in kor but the drama had translation in chi of the meaning of the lyrics~ some parts of the lyrics are my exact sentiments


가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐 Gok Jeongbo Bogi Gaseumi Eotteoke Dwaennabwa (Something Happened To My Heart) - A & T

明知不能去
明知该停下
我的心却还是走向了你
听不见吗
不会变少吗
为什么我的爱情
总是一遍又一遍的数着回忆
这颗心一时都无法休息
明知只会成为难以承受的负担
为什么我还是无法放弃

我的心好像真的出问题了
我好像变成了为爱痴迷的傻瓜
只看着一个地方
每天只看一个地方
那个伤感的地方叫做你
好像就连泪腺也生了病
怎样也无法止住眼泪
只是一句话
只是我爱你这一句话
都无法说给我听吗

就算伸出双手 就算再怎么叫你
你还是离我那么远
明知这份爱只会成为痛苦的伤痕
为什么我还是无法忘记

我的心好像真的出问题了
我好像变成了为爱痴迷的傻瓜
只看着一个地方
每天只看一个地方
那个伤感的地方叫做你
好像就连泪腺也生了病
怎样也无法止住眼泪
只是一句话
只是我爱你这一句话
都无法说给我听吗

只要你开心我就很幸福
式着用这种谎话安慰自己
只因你走向的人不是我
孤独的眼泪流了下来

我的心好像真的出问题了
是不是因为爱得太累已经疯掉了
不能拥有
也无法忘记
就这样一天一天等你
太多的思念已经泛滥成灾
实在是太爱你
只要一样
就只要你的一颗心
难道不可以分给我吗
难道我不可以爱你吗

ends at 11:33 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009Y
~ReminiscencE~

had a kinda busy but not so busy week~

Monday - was packing stuffs in my room for few hours consecutively but still couldn't finish~ =,=

Tuesday - met up with Ivy to do some quiet time and learnt alot of things from her as usual~ =) after which i walked to IMM to get some stuffs~

Wednesday - Went to oyster's house to play boardgames but only few people turned up but it was no doubt fun~! =D and dinner was fantastic~! had indoor grilling~ =,= which resulted in...

Thursday - SICK~! had a terribly painful sore throat~ slpt practically the whole day as wasn't feeling well~ evening went to work and slpt very early last nite too~

Friday - today~! meeting my long-time-no-see sec sch fren later to pass her stuffs, get back stuffs and catch up? At nite going for durian hunting~ but only 3 people going la~ sigh~

Saturday - tomorrow~! gotta work from 8-1pm and after that meeting naz, mic, laopo & laopo's bf~ and gonna skip some talk~ XD coz i totally totally 4got about the talk~ =,= how stm can i be~

Sunday - the day after tomorrow~! as usual~ gg church~ blah blah~ nite work~ boring~

so that's a summary of this week's "happenings" haha~ i gotta go eat med le~ feeling damn sick~ hahaa~ ciaO~

*reminiscence*
On Wed~ when we went to NTUC to get food for the mini grilling party~ saw this auntie buying like many packets of the "Old town" white coffee~ which reminded me of my first trip with my sayang to JB and when I saw this coffee and realised that its freaking nice~ it made me so happy~ =) cause I know that you love white coffee! =D its these kinda lil things that will make me happy~ I missed those times where we go round exploring new places~ I missed those times when I see/found things that you love and get very happy and excited about it~ but too bad things didn't ended the way I thought it would~ but nevertheless I still wish you well and happy always~ =)

ends at 10:39 AM

Saturday, June 20, 2009Y
Long time no updatE

realised i haven been updating my blog for a very very very long time~ hahaa~ wad am i bz wif?

here's a quick summary~

for the whole of May~ preparing for exams~

1st June - my first paper~! studied like the night before really really hard~ hope that i can pass still~ =(

2nd June - worked in the morn and studied for 2nd paper but didn't study alot alot~

3rd June - had 2nd paper but donno if can make it anot~ =S

4th/5th/6th/7th/8th June - suppose to be studying very very hard but~ hahaa~ i guess no motivation and feeling abit worn out~ even went MINDS cafe with mama and papa and poh~ lol~

9th June - chui~ i think i can start preparing for next sem for this paper le~ haha~

10th June - had board games day plus violin prac for the recording of EO songs~ didn't prac much too~ =(

11th/12th/13th/14th June - worked @ PC show~ saw many nps ppl~ hahaa~ sold like 21 lappys during the 4 days~ dunno if its good or not~ hahaa~

15th/16th/17th June - had YF camp~ very GOOD~! but very shag cause as you can see i haven't been having a peaceful/quiet day since before exams~ hahaa~

18th June - went to work in the morn and afternoon went to buy ingredients but end up nearly got lost in some warehouse/office area in IMM on level 4~ its A MAZE Dere~ lol~ but God blessed me~! i found that shop i was looking for and still manage to find my way out~! =)

19th June - delivered the cupcakes which was rushing the night before and went home to sleep at 9 plus am~ lol~ SHAG~ after that made durian cake so that mum won't nag me~ went to work~ went lan~ went to pick DURIAN~! hahaa~ its like da adventure of the day! lol~! i'm lazy and tired to upload pics~ but its quite fun~ now i noe wad 2 bring when go durian hunting le~

1) TORCH LIGHT~! its pitch black in the forest lor! so scary~ =S

2) BIG STICK~! got 2 uses for it~ as a weapon in case we kena attack by dogs or snakes or even humans~ and also to poke poke the ground to see if there are any ditches or dead wells~ lol

3) INSECT REPELLENT~! i don't noe if this would end up attracting more insects~ hahaa~ by right shouldn't la~ or can get mopiko instead~ lol but i didn't get any bug bites la~ maybe too fishy smell le~ XD

4) BAGS~! or else where you gonna put the durians?

5) GLOVES~! if you are thick skinned~ its optional~ but a must for me~ haha~

6) HELMET? for those who don't believe that durian has eyes~ you guys can bring that along too~ hahaa~

think that's all i guess~

20th June (TODAY) - slpt till like 10 plus this morn~ damn damn shiok~! haven been slping for soooooooooooooooooo long~ lol~ had brunch~ did my own stuffs awhile~ met up wif jq to let him try the cake~ went for YF~ was late but took cab end up not much people there anywayz~ =,= ended quite late~ had late dinner~ now i'm... HOME~! hahaa~ i guess e next few weeks before i go redang shall be like a ME-time thing~ cause realised i haven been spending time doing things i like/love/enjoy~ haha~ missed tt ohmmmmm-ness feeling~ esp now~ that my heart feels burdened the more i need some ME-time~ sigh~

many things flowing into my mind and heart~ i dunno if i can take it~ it feels like your heart is being clutched tightly~ very hard to breathe~ and you feel like you will faint anytime those kind~ very very tired~ i dunno y~ maybe i dying~ hahaha~ XD

maybe i'll go draw something, watch something or wad before i go slp bah~ but my eyes are already half closed~ lol~ zzz

ends at 10:26 PM