When someone tells you that you can use that person's stuff, for example an older brother to a younger brother, isn't it obvious that he meant that if he's younger brother would want to use it he may go ahead? Unless he's lending to OTHER people other than HIMSELF he could go ahead right? If he want's to lend to OTHER people common sense tells us that he would have to ask permission from the owner right as the owner only grant permission to his younger brother?

seriously~ over the pass 15 years or so with my sister~ I'm very sian-ded of sharing things with her~ why?

1st - Never put back properly after use (she's just lie it everywhere near HER)

2nd - Never take good care of it while borrowing

3rd - She lent it to others without informing me hoping that I will not realise since I don't use it everyday

Why do I still share despite of all these shit? I could just not share right?

1 - I don't want my mum to buy 2 shares of everything. Though she can afford but I don't want her to waste her hard-earned money

2 - I don't mind sharing as long as she doesn't spoil or scratch or damage my things

but what do I get out of all these sharing? Damaged n missing items =,=

its not nice to borrow other people's things and borrow it to other people... =,=

Seriously don't know what to do with her la~

sianded~




**actually wanted to post something about my lunch de and pics as well but~ sigh~

wEeE~~~ got a NEW blogskin~!

haha~ although is koup from other people de but still...

its something NEW~! haha~

but it looks abit cramped up~

if its very bad, i'll change to another one~

so pls do give feedback~!

10Q berry much~! =D

its been a long time since i last blog...

now that i post this entry...

its bad bad news...

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I FAILED my paperS~!!! BOTH~!!! *arGh~!* sigHz~

in short~ i've only completed level one after studying for 1 year and passed 1 paper only and failed 3 papers~ =,=

such a failure manz~

feeling damn pek chek and lost at the same time... pek chek why I can't pass... pek chek why can't I just go get a job and skip the degree part... pek chek why I take so many papers only 1 passed... =,=

lost as in how should I go from here... have got like 11 papers to go le since i've failed this round... if i were to take 2 at a time... it'll take another 3 years... if i take 3 at a time... another 2 years... if i take 4 at a time... another 1.5 years... BUT that is provided I don't fail any this time round... sigh~ don't really know how many papers should I take this time round... 2? 3? 4? why no 5? coz max you can only take 4~ =,= lost as to how should i study~ what subjects should i re-take~ should I just get a job back again and study at the same time? should i study full time until i do finally pass but that will be wasting time?

sigh sigh sigh~

so many question marks in my head... was upset last nite after i reach home from work to find out that i've failed both papers... but got over it this morning i guess... but still... where should i go from now? what should i do? so lost~

I really pray that in time to come i'm able to get an answer or a direction where I should go~

*gloomy*